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This page is dedicated to poetry about abuse

The poems on this page have all been contributed by Natalie McDonnell (nee Price), herself a survivor of abuse.
In her poetry, she expresses the pain of abuse and her release from that abuse.
Through her poetry, she endeavours to encourage victims to seek the great help she has found in Christ.
Natalie,  may be contacted through this web site by using the CONTACT form.

Natalie's poems have now been broken up into multiple pages so as to reduce the size of each page.
Each page will now contain a maximum of 20 poems.
You can move from page to page by clicking on the page links to the left.

YOU HAVE A FRIEND

Living by myself, I find I have time to reflect
The mistakes I have made
My relationships, which were wrecked
I look back now and think wow
The change in me and how
God delivered me out of evil hands
He gave me a friend, to follow His plans
The Lord rescued me, He gave me hope
And showed me His way on how to cope
I now have the armour and the shield
The lies of the devil, will no longer be concealed
The slander and smearing of my name
The truth has come out; I’m no longer to blame
I depend upon the Lord as my protector
Sometimes He comes as a police inspector
When a friend calls in, to see that you’re ok
It may be an Angel that has sent him your way

© Natalie Price March 2009
SUFFERING CAN BE A POSITIVE MOVE

Sometimes we need to experience things
To teach us to understand
When situations get too tough for us
Jesus holds out His hand
It may seem cruel to us, at the time
Put your trust in God, it will be fine
Pain can be a positive move
If we know its there, it can be removed
Suffering is part of our lessons in life
A learning process at times, hurts like a knife
I have found, it’s made me so much stronger
To persevere that much longer
We can make a difference
Stop the devil’s interference
What I did, was praise God in my distress
That is the key, the Lord does the rest
Resist the devil and he shall flee
I’m telling you the truth, you will see
The devil cannot stand us to pray
He recedes so fast, he does not stay
Call on the name of Jesus
He will hear your cry
There is power in that name
And the devil will surely die

© Natalie Price March 2009

DO NOT BE SILENT

Do not be silent in your despair
Please remember there are people who care
By trusting in the Lord, He will give you His sword
The devil will shake, while you will applaud
It was very difficult for me to surrender
The Lord does not have any hidden agenda
I argued with God, would you believe?
It hurt Him so much, He would have grieve
My trust had been shattered, from my parent’s abuse
But the Lord he smiled, let’s have a truce
Sarcastically back, I said why I should believe you
Look at my parents and what they put me through
I need some proof; I want the truth
He said my child, I gave you my Son
Jesus died for you, the victory is won
I felt ashamed as I complained
But I still didn’t stop there; life to me just wasn’t fair
I spoke up again; my Lord, with tears in my eyes
He answered my prayer to my surprise
Please give me peace and contentment in my life?
He  smiled down on me and said alright
I gave Him my love and the key to my heart
And trust Him completely, for me it’s a start
No longer will I be torn apart
I have God’s love now, it will never depart

© Natalie Price March 2009
YOU WILL REGAIN YOUR STRENGTH

Wait on the Lord; you shall regain your strength within
The battles you have endured, has been caused by sin
You shall ascend, like wings of an eagle
No longer will you be feeling feeble
You will run and not be weary
Your eyes will shine, instead of teary
As you walk, God leads the way
All fear has gone, now sing hooray
Justice will be done in the end
If you make Jesus your very best friend
Thank Him daily in your prayers
For taking away all the snares
Safe in His hands you will always be
Call on Him and He will set you free

© Natalie Price March 2009
TRANSFORM YOUR LIFE IN WHAT YOU SAY

What purpose am I here for, when I’ve suffered so much pain
There has to be a reason, for this to be explained
My only understanding is, my life has been transformed
Amazingly enough, I have weathered all the storms
My life has been created for God’s purpose to be fulfilled
I know that for sure now, I’m absolutely thrilled
The Holy Spirit has His way of speaking to your heart
Incredible as it sounds, believe me He’s very smart
Somehow the Lord got through to me
He opened my eyes and made me see
Be careful how you used your tongue
Negativity will get you hung
My fear of dread,  in what laid ahead?
Kept me stumbling and painfully mislead
The devil in his sly and cunning way
Was planting evil thoughts, and leading me astray
He was controlling my speech, in what I was saying
I recognized this and starting praying
You can curse yourself by what you say
Get rid of the negativity; don’t let the devil have his way
I’m now thinking positive in everything I do
Even in my bad times, Jesus  has helped me through

© Natalie Price March 2009

GUARD YOUR HEART

Guard your heart in what you do throughout your day
What you watch and read, is not always ok
If you fill your mind with violence and brutality
 In your own life it may come as a reality
At one time, I would watch and read what suited me
The  devil's demonic attacks, would not let me be
These vile thoughts, kept rolling around in my head
I couldn’t go to sleep, my head was like lead
The mood I was in, the very next morning
Anyone would think that I was in mourning
It didn’t take long for depression to sink in
My whole personality was changing within
When you watch stuff like this, it teaches us abuse
It destroys your confidence, you become a recluse
What are we trying to teach our kids?
Perverse in their thinking, they become morbid
Some of their games are full of hostility
We must take action and responsibility
In this society we are breeding abuse
Please don’t give up, say what is the use
Take action now, it’s never too late
Get rid of this evilness, as it only breeds hate

© Natalie Price March 2009

WE WILL NOT BE AFRAID

Identifying abuse is not always that easy
It’s horrifying to think that people are that sleazy
Victims of abuse can conceal it so well
It’s difficult to coaxed them, out of their shell
They hide their affliction, like a dirty disease
When you try to help them, they clam up and freeze
Most children find it hard to clarify the truth
This sickening act is so repulsive and uncouth
Battered and bruised and totally used
They will not report, but utterly refuse
Their self esteem gets severely affected
The fear is there, they’re not protected
The Lord is our strong tower
We no longer run and cower
The righteous are kept safe from harm
Praise the Lord we’re not alarmed
He is our refuge in time of trouble
And has taken away all the rubble
His Angels will guard us in all our ways
Glory to the God, He has all our praise
The Lord is the light of our salvation
He offers us his love and wonderful invitation
We will not be afraid, Jesus came to our aid.

© Natalie Price March 2009

SEXUAL ABUSE, A LIFE LONG SENTENCE

Sexual abuse can be a life long sentence
Healing comes through with repentance
Fearing the act of penetration
This caused exasperation and frustration
Accused and was told, I’m not a normal woman
I felt discarded, my confidence was ruined
My first marriage ended in divorce
Against my will, he had to used force
He could not understand my fears
I hated it so much, I ended up in tears
Refusing to listen, he never tried to understand
My relationship suffered, in the end I lost my man
God heard my cries, and took all of my fears
I now have four kids, after many years
We have been redeemed from the hand of the enemy
The pain and suffering, is still in my memory
But the curse has been broken, I now can forgive
My Father in heaven, showed me how I should live

© Natalie Price March 2009
THERE WILL BE A DAY

There will be a day when all our tears are washed away
All suffering, guilt and shame, no longer you’ll feel betrayed
A place of love, never again will you be shoved
You’ll never feel lonely, only everlasting love
Death and corruption will be no more
God’s promises to you, will never be ignored
Your home will be filled with laughter and singing
Worshiping God, the bells will be ringing
This beautiful home belongs to God
Secured and safe, you’ll never be robbed
Nothing evil can enter these gates
The Lord has prepared, now He awaits
Open your heart; let Him come in
Upon himself, He takes your sin
All He asks, is for you to believe
Put your trust in Him, you will receive
Your world no longer will come to an end
Jesus is asking to be your friend

© Natalie Price March 2009
SOMETIMES OUR WORDS ARE NOT ENOUGH BUT GOD’S WORD IS

My Lord you planted a seed of love in my heart
That has slowly been nurtured from the start
Like soft clear drew drops on a beautiful rose
Soaking right into place, for it to grow
Ready and waiting, to flourished this love
So beautifully created, like a white pure dove
This seed of love is such a precious gift
Given freely by God to give us a lift
As the sun rises, a beautiful new day
Give thanks to the Lord, kneel down and pray
He shines like a light house upon our face
The warmth we feel, you just embrace
His plans for us, are already made
A righteous path, skillfully laid
Guiding us gently, along the way
And making sure we do not stray
His perfect love is now in place
Within our heart, He gave us his grace
Forgiveness and mercy is part of his plan
He shows us this, by taking our hand

© Natalie Price March 2009

YOUR MOUNTAIN CAN BE MOVED

The mountain in your life may look so high
You feel there’s no hope left, so you want to die
All things are possible with God, if you put your faith in Him
Trust Him completely, He will destroy the sin
It was a long time, before I totally trusted the Lord
God tried to tell me many times, but all I did was ignore
Listen very carefully to what I am trying to say
The devil had his foothold and nearly has his way
Gloom and doom was all around me
I was so blinded, I could not see
Sinking deeper into my world of depression
All I wanted to do, was  flee
I knew I had to get away from this oppression
Praise the Lord I am now free
Faith was all I needed to move my mountain of darkness
The cruelty I was under, was appallingly heartless
God says; call on me in times of trouble
I will rescue you out of your muddle
God who began a good work in you
Will keep on going until you come through
There is no growth without change
Hand it to the Lord and He will exchange
And there is no change without fear
Listen to the Holy Spirit and you will hear
And no lost without pain
Give it all to Jesus and you will gain.

© Natalie Price March 2009

FATAL ATTRACTION

Fatal attraction full of sin and lust
Tempted by the devil, so you lose your trust
A spider’s web, full of wicked snares
To lure you into an illicit affair
Their tongues are full of lies and deceit
They only abuse, used and make you weak
Deceiving you with their fancy words
When all they do is lie and cheat
And get you under their evil power
Emotionally crushed, so that you will cower
Let go of this deception, this is not for you
You’re God’s creation, you know this is true
He planned your life, before you were born
Fulfilling His purpose, no longer to be scorned

© Natalie Price March 2009
A BLESSING WITH A VISION

Having someone who understands is a great blessing
Bringing comfort and hope that reduces the stressing
Changing our circumstances, we must change our attitude
Believe me you will be full of gratitude
Do not settle for anything less then you deserve
If you do, you may lose all your nerve
Look forward to a bright new beginning
Your face will be glowing now that you’re winning
The peace you’ll feel when you make your decision
You will be over the moon with a new vision
The Lord will renew your heart and mind
Read His word daily and you will be fine
No more fear and no more sorrow
A bright new future and it’s called tomorrow

© Natalie Price March 2009

GOD CALLS US TO SUFFER WITH HIM

In our affliction, Jesus is our strong tower
He gives us strength in His power
We are given courage and hope
A strong mind, which helps us cope
Give all your fears to the Lord
He will cut them off with His sword
In our suffering we are called
Its part of His plan, so don’t be appalled
Why does God allow us to suffer pain?
It’s through our pain that we gain
In your pain, you will know who I am
Seek me in time of trouble, while you still can
Jesus was called to be slain, but He came
For us to be saved, by the power in His name

© Natalie Price March 2009
AN ANT HAS MORE SENSE THAN THESE FOOLS

Whispering sounds come from their lips
Their snide remarks as they wiggle their hips
They just walk by with a smirk on their face
As if they’re tough, and stand in your space
You feel a thump as they walk by
A reaction from you, as you cop a pie
Waiting in anticipation, for you to respond
To bully you further, as you land in the pond
Sadly these intimidators, thrive to make you feel small
And they’re not happy people, unless they make you crawl
An ant has more sense then these fools
These jerks go around thinking they’re cool
Death and life are in the power of the tongue
They better think twice, before having their fun
Your own soul is nourished when you are kind
The cruel soul is blind and they will lose their mind
Wickedness never brings real success
With their stupidity, they will land in a mess
Tough fools brag about what they’ve done
But one day soon, they will be on the run
Brutality brings misery, it destroys like a curse
Love and kindness, does the reversed
It brings joy and laughter to the heart
The Lord gives you wisdom, and then you’re smart

© Natalie Price March 2009

SATAN IS A WEEVIL, FULL OF EVIL

Only a fool would say there is no God
You would have to be crackers or a hollow log
Even the old devil believes
He shakes, trembles, and then he flees
Happiness is good health to the soul
Live your life, but not under Satan’s control
If you allow yourself to be mistreated
Then you know, you’ve been defeated
Your misery will grow deeper by the day
Go pack your bags and say hooray
Why live under a domineering thumb
Tell them to get lost, with a kick up the bum
And why go around the twist
Each time they show their rotten fist
Get rid of this vermin, they’re worst then a pest
They get under your skin and then they infest
Don’t allow Satan to have his way
That evil weevil, just leads you astray

© Natalie Price March 2009
GOD’S GUARDIANS

“Oh Lord of heaven, if you will look down upon my sorrow
Answer my prayer, so I have hope for tomorrow
God does not wait and abate his wrath
He destroys the enemy on your path
So don’t be narrow minded, and put your family in fear
Get rid of this jerk, remove the gristle and open your ears
Take some advice; just listen to your own heart
Pull out the thorn and get really smart
Under pressure you are what you are
If you hold onto God, you will go far
We have the ability to change this situation
So please get real and build a strong foundation
You are a guardian, protect your love ones
This is no fun, so stick to your guns
Do not live with in  your limitations
After all we are God’s creations
We believe in our freedom not repression
Remember this, you are not a possession
Don’t delay, tomorrow may not come
You may not see the rising of the sun
All things are possible when you are free
Go dig some earth and plant a tree
The fruit you receive, if only you believe

© Natalie Price March 2009

THIS SICKENING CRIME

Pedophiles stalk our children like prey
Ready to trap them to their dismay
Pouncing on them like an angry lion
With hearts of steel they’re made of iron
Lusting after a small wee child
So disgusting it’s absolutely vile
Destroying their innocence at a tender young age
Lost in their silent cry, what we feel is rage
Heartbroken by this revolting act
But we live in a sick society, that’s a fact
These little ones would be so scared
They are so frightened, all they do is stare
Their purity is all gone, my Lord this is so wrong
This helpless child, cannot battle someone so strong
How do they convey this repulsive crime?
It churns my stomach, when I think of this filthy slime.
Their trust in ruins, their lives in a mess
My heart aches for them, in their distress
God can heal their hearts and teach them to forgive
Forgiveness releases us, so we find the will to live.

© Natalie Price March 2009
FACING THE GIANTS

Beyond our burdens, there are possibilities
Your life is not over, because of the difficulties
Some horrific memories are hard to erase
As you close your eyes and memorize the agony of those days
Facing the giants can be a very painful experience
Especially when it’s been sexual interference
If you are still going through an abusive situation
Seek help, before you suffer any more violation
If you do nothing because you’re afraid
This will continue unless you get aid
Abusers are users of the very worst kind
Full of perverted wickedness in their evil minds
Evilness will not rest until you stumble and crawl
Get out now before you start to fall
Seek the Lord and He will come
And give you the strength, to get rid of this scum

© Natalie Price March 2009
GIVE OUR LORD A CALL

Keep a watchful eye, predators stalk nearby
Lurking behind some trees, for the opportunity to seize
Do not stop or answer their call
It’s very likely you would be mauled
These perpetrators are very cruel
They entice you with gifts, and offer you a lift
If they ask for directions, run as fast as you can
Scream out loud, to foil their plans
Your life could be in danger, keep away from these strangers
Beware of a friend who can take advantage of you
Cunningly they watch all that you do
If you used public toilets, always take care
They could be hiding, to catch you unaware
Members of family can hurt you too
They call you a liar, which is not always true
Go find a teacher, minister or friend for support
If a crime has been done, they’ll go and report
If all else fails, where you think there is no hope at all
Look up above and give our Lord a call

© Natalie Price March 2009