| GOD’S WORD IS NOT IN CHAINS I’ve suffered trouble even To the point of chains My body aches all over I’ve been badly maimed Tortured by thoughts Till I’m distraught This destructive evil Gives me no peace It attacks in the shadows Satan’s evil doesn’t cease Locked in my world of darkness My memories flood back Of misery and torment Until I fight back These visions cause me So much traumatic pain I wish they would Wash away with the rain My head feels heavy With all this stress I close my eyes But I cannot rest My world seems so empty I’m all on my own The face of this evil Has been vividly shown The word of God Is not in chains It washes away the The agony of pain The past is gone But not forgotten I still remember It was absolutely rotten My Lord is my light In my deluge of blame He’s my refuge and strength I’m so glad he came He took my guilt And my shame My accusers and abusers Have now all gone In my weakness God came and Made me strong © Natalie Price 2nd December 2009 |
I FELT LIKE CHEAP TRASH Respect your body Just don’t give it To anybody Often I’ve felt I was nothing But cheap trash The men in my life Abused me and Spent my cash They took advantage Of my generosity And my home Then they left me On my own No explanation They never had a reason In some way it’s like an Act of treason They betrayed me Into believing But all they wanted Was relieving I showed kindness And gave my love They took it all And gave me the shove All I wanted Was to be loved There are many predators Looking for prey Don’t be a victim Get out of their way Men soon lose respect Then you’re left a wreck The price is high I listened to their lies I acted like a fool And broke the Golden rule God gave us Commandments To follow Change your heart Don’t wait for tomorrow © Natalie Price 2nd December 2009 |
| NO WONDER THE UNSAVED TURN AWAY His classroom was having A special pizza meal at school He forgot to take his money To pay for his meal He didn’t have anything to eat Because he thought he was Going to have a treat His teacher didn’t care She told him he couldn’t Join in and left him there The poor kid didn’t Understand why He tried not to cry All day he went without food When I was told I was furious And not exactly in a good mood They could have collected His money the next day Instead they refused him And went on their way His parents were not advised They were extremely Shocked and surprised This is a very well to do Christian school I might add Believe me I was mad What kind of witness Is this to one so young They have a lot to answer for This fight has just begun How dare they stand And preach God’s word While they treat Children this way They’ve got a nerve No wonder the unsaved Turn away This school will have to Answer for this one day The long term damage On this boy is not easy to repair I will give this to God in prayer © Natalie Price 3rd December 2009 |
WITHOUT THIS CHILD Without this child There would be no hope He brings peace to the world And binds us with his yoke We all have a purpose In life with a plan Whether you like it or not We are in God’s hands He is our mighty Saviour Do yourself a favour And accept him as Lord It will cost you nothing For you’ll have An awesome reward Salvation is given By his mercy and grace With all his love and A warm embrace Believe and receive And the devil will leave His sinister ways Will only cause you To grieve Don’t let the devil win He will wipe you out with Wickedness and sin My joy comes from knowing The Lord’s love Will never cease I feel at last My world is at peace My burdens he took Upon himself and In return he gave me More than wealth No more Do I live in fear I have my Lord I know he’s near © Natalie Price 5th December 2009 |
| NO WONDER OUR CHILDREN LOSE RESPECT You show no respect When you swear In front of others Especially in front Of a woman you Claim to be you lover Vulgar words show What’s in your heart For any relationship It’s not a good start No wonder our children Are losing respect The words of your mouth Have taken affect I watch small children Take it all in I often wonder what They’re thinking within They listen to this crap No wonder they react In this world of aggression This is not a very Good impression Sadism fills this earth It’s become very popular Because of its worth Sadly there is no respect For children’s ears In what they see And what they hear The same with us No wonder we lose trust Evil words have A powerful affect If we keep ignoring it This is neglect © Natalie Price 6th November 2009 |
BLIND TO MY HURT There’s been so much brokenness With people living in loneliness In heartache and pain This is more to our shame At a time when we celebrate The season of giving There are many who Are barely living This earth is rich in wealth And this is a season we Wish all good health But the evilness in the world Only thinks of itself We want God To hear our prayers But so many lack Their duty in care We ask healing for our lands But many take It out of God’s hands You say you believe But you close your eyes To the people who grieve Many say they walk by faith But when things go wrong They start to break The Christian family often says They’re there for one another But often forget and Neglect their brothers Today I was in church But they were blind to my hurt It was a day for thanking volunteers Thank God they didn’t see my tears When you stand alone And you’re on your own They only see When they have a need Again you feel used You’re only worth talking too When they choose ©Natalie Price December 6th 2009 |
| INTERNET DANGER Internet danger Is where you’ll find The evil stranger Perverted lying Deceitful creeps The Internet is Full of wolves That prey on the sheep Pretending to be What they want You to see Their evilness is vile And their minds Are full of bile They try to coerced you Into sexual chat And using your cams To see the way they act What they show You don’t want to know Innocent victims Get taken in everyday Particularly children It’s easier for them To have their way Parents I plead with you Please watch what Your children do It’s a dangerous place Including My space These sites are Where the predators wait I advise you to act Before it’s too late Many sites are stalked With depraved minds Pretending to be Friendly and kind Our governments must see They same things as me If this area was policed So much of this crap Would finally cease Their profiles are there For the world to see The filth in them Would make most People flee Children are the ones We need to protect Or sadly many lives Will be wrecked © Natalie Price 7th December 2009 |
LIFE IS ABOUT WINNING Our lives can get into such a mess My very own has been like that I must confess Tangled and twisted It was like I was in a jam I actually lost the person that I am My personality became wilted Many times I’ve been jilted My confidence Had been knocked out of me I lacked confidence In everything you see My circle of friends Became less and less To be very honest with you Now they’re even less I find it hard to talk To people these days Especially in company I try to hide away Many years of abuse Has harmed the way I think Now people shrink away Because I don’t know what to say In my world I’m alone I do most things on my own I guess you’re wondering how I can write so much It’s my only way to keep in touch I’m generally alright one to one But in the company of people It’s certainly no fun Even at work I stick by myself Many times I’ve been asked Is there something wrong With my health Life is about winning I really do need A new beginning © Natalie Price December 8th 2009 |
| POVERTY AND SUFFERING Be grateful with what you have There are many in this world Who have it really bad No bed to sleep At night they weep More often than not They have nothing to eat Their clothes are in rags Every day for them drags There is no fresh water For them to drink Accept from a muddy hole That is filthy and stinks Children live this way Don’t have any parents And nowhere to stay Because of hatred Their parents have been Killed and mutilated Then their graves Are desecrated These kids have no place to go Poverty and suffering Is all they know They walk the streets Sadly they’re raped There is no way For them to escape It’s hard to imagine That this goes on How can we help To undo this wrong We have so much to answer for If we continue to turn a blind eye And choose to ignore I hate to think what God has in store No one on earth Should have to live this way The rich get richer And the poor get laid Their bodies left to waste away © Natalie Price December 8th 2009 |
TRUE MOTIVE IS AMBITION You’re not what you seem Even though the smile On your face beams You would like people to think That you’re on a mission for God But right from our first meeting I knew something was odd You put yourself up On your own pedestal The harm you’re causing Is detrimental You’re in a trusted position But your real motive is ambition Your egotistic attitude Speaks a thousand words You’re always raising your voice So that you’re the one that is heard People are seeing through you They know you’re hardly there Let alone take any of the work load And do your fair share The people who give the most Have no position at all They're not there to reach the top But to help the needy and poor You tell everyone You’re there from your heart But if you weren’t paid You wouldn’t have been there From the start The people who have a heart Are the ones that don’t get paid Yet you treat them dishonestly While you play this charade We speak about abuse Of man, woman and child You’re using God And this is so vile © Natalie Price December 9th 2009 |
| HE FEELS REJECTED His world has been shattered His feelings did not matter He didn’t understand Why his Dad had to leave In this lad's heart He still grieves His Dad was not perfect By any means But to this small boy His Dad was his dream He waited for his Dad To come home from work But his Dad packed his bags And took all his shirts The boy cried his heart out Night after night He was devastated He knew it wasn’t right Suddenly his Mum had a New man in her life It wasn’t long before His Mum became This man’s new wife He felt rejected And pushed aside He spent his nights In his room and cried He gets plenty of attention But he found it all too much For his comprehension His new baby brother Has arrived on the scene He now lashes out And wants to be mean His step Dad is very Patient and kind But he’s not his Dad In his small mind He sees his real Dad Now and then And hopes his Dad Comes home again What can you do To make him feel accepted He lashes out in anger And tells you he’s rejected © Natalie Price December 10, 2009 |
JESUS IS THE HEALER When you’re reliving Forgiving is not easy The dark side never Lets you forget Erasing the memory Is hard to reject Sometimes I am Overpowered with grief When I think of my Dad I grit my teeth Our relationship struggled To survive for years Through love and hate And many tears My thoughts recall his Actions quite clearly It wounded my mind And my trust severely Deep down I know he Was sorry for his sin But it took a long time For me to put my Trust in him My mum closed her ears She didn’t want to hear My Dad has since Passed away At the end of his days I believed he was saved and I have forgiven my Dad But the nasty old devil Tries to make me feel bad He reminds me often Of that terrible event Just to make me relive The misery and torment It’s a constant battle That goes on in my mind What was done to me Was a serious crime The demons still try To get into my head With the strength I have now I cast them out instead Satan is the stealer But Jesus is the healer © Natalie Price December 11th 2009 |
| THIS MONSTER IS A HOME WRECKER Empty words Without any meaning Full of lies And his scheming Most times, he has A hidden agenda The dark side is He could be a Psychopathic offender From his lips He speaks evil words He looks through you Like an electrical surge Watch out He may leave you In a severe State of shock You and your family Could lose the lot After you have been Seduced by his cunning Acts of abuse He is there as a deceiver With no plans for Your future either Wake up to reality Before you get hurt By his infidelity It’s not only you to Think about Your children come first Without a doubt They deserved better This monster is A home wrecker © Natalie Price December 13th 2009 |
MANY TEARS The trouble with living alone You have plenty of time to think The memories keep flowing back Your heart begins to sink You say to yourself If only I had of done Things a different way Now I am paying for it As my blue clouds to the grey When we are young We have the world at our feet It can soon turn sour Furthermore Your life becomes bleak It is so easy to walk Down the wrong path Poor decisions will bring you A life full of wrath Experience comes with maturity However, it does not take much To lose your security If you’re confused and stressed out The decisions you make can go Very wrong without a doubt A clear mind With less stress is best I cannot help but think A nice hug from the man I loved Would have been nice To come home too At the end of my day And all alone With nobody at home, All you can do is pray Wrong decisions have caused My life to end this way Love is not something You take for granted Or you could become Sadly disenchanted I’m now approaching My golden days With my many tears I’ve lost so many years © Natalie Price December 14th 2009 |
| GOD WILL EVEN THE SCORE How come we were chosen To live a better life In a country where we’re free From bloodshed and strife Where terrorists lurk and Kill for no reason at all Hatred is their motive For being so cruel They rule with an iron fist The lives of the people Are constantly at risk We are so blessed In this country of ours When their bodies are Full of deep wounded scars Life for us is so simple In contrast to theirs The heartache they face You cannot compare In the name of greed These people are in Desperate need Hunger and famine Cover their land They beg for food Wherever they can The blood of their loved ones Cries out for aid Their homes Have been ravished Yet they are still brave Women and children Are being raped For them, there seems Little hope of escape The world we live in Abuses the poor One day soon God will even the score © Natalie Price December 14th 2009 |
MANIPULATION Sexual manipulation Is very wrong Especially when you Come on too strong Expecting your partner To do everything your way And making them Feel uncomfortable Is not okay Nobody has the right To use force on you Or make you do Things you don’t want too Manipulation comes in many ways Sometimes they expect You to pay all the way and Serve them at their disposal The last thing on their mind Is a marriage proposal Everything has to be On their terms Or you’re treated like a worm Until you squirm If you’re not available To their demands They soon get rid of you When they can Egotistical males Dismiss everything they Don’t want to hear They use their power To overcome you with fear It’s time we stood up For ourselves We have our families To think about as well Relationships are not one way It’s not about who will obey Treat each other With love and respect This is the only way You both will connect © Natalie Price December 15th 2009 |
| HUMILIATED FOR NO REASON Nothing worse than being Humiliated in front of your friends Or being constantly belittled By your so called boy friend It’s very hurtful And shows no respect It makes you wonder Why you even connect This kind of behaviour We should not accept It’s a disgrace And more to their shame Especially when they call You disgusting bad names Right in front of your face For many years I was Mistreated this way I felt so worthless And humiliated by what My husband used to say His family had a Very low opinion of me They would listen To his miserable lies In the end, they despised me I asked them one day why How would they know What I’m really like They didn’t live in my house To know what he says is right However, they continued To believe I felt so deceived My confidence was Severely affected His family could not stand me I felt so rejected Dishonouring a loved one Was detrimental to my health My mental outlook made me Feel so bad about myself Think before you speak Why hurt someone who is weak Sadly, I was already In a bad state of repair My early life had been Full of despair © Natalie Price December 16th 2009 |
GOD WILL BRING CALM TO YOUR STORM The Lord sees the Secret fears Of your heart When he speaks This fear will depart There is nothing On this earth That can stand In God’s way His power is awesome One word from him Evil will flee away When storms rage In our life We can hear God whisper It will be all right Be still and know That I am your God For I the Lord Will lead you Out of the fog Close your eyes Call on me I will come and Set you free My lighthouse Will give you shelter Against the raging seas You will find comfort In the softness Of my breeze I will calm the storm Inside your soul Take refuge in me I will take control Grasp my hand I will lead you through To the river of life Where there is No darkness Only my light Rest in me You will see The devil will flee © Natalie Price December 18th 2009 |
| I NEED YOU TO GET ME THROUGH Spiritual nourishment Fills my soul Without it My life is not whole Emotionally and physically I hold on with all my might It is what gets me through Especially at night For I am weak And you are strong You lead me From doing wrong At times when fear has Gripped my heart I know you are near We are never far apart You've kept me Falling into the pit of hell Where evil and darkness Constantly dwells Spiritual sickness Of the mind Tries to creep in From time to time With your help I know I will be fine Your healing keeps My body strong For the road ahead This may be Tough going and long My victory Has already been won I’ll walk this path by faith Until your will is done For God gave his Only begotten Son God’s way is not always Easy to understand Trust him completely I know I am Restore my health Lord My heart cries out to you Without you, I am nothing I need you To get me through © Natalie Price December 19th 2009 |
I WILL FOLLOW HIS LIGHT In the Lord’s shadow I will follow And look forward To what tomorrow Will bring With joy in my heart I will sing praises To my King Beside the still waters I look and see A reflection of beauty Inside of me This love I’ve received Shines in my heart For the world to see His love is given freely Because I believed I walk beside This stream of life My strength renewed As I follow this light Shadows of Darkness disappear Angels of light Suddenly appear Refreshed and refilled To start my new day The Holy Spirit Leads my way His presence I feel When he comes near Warms my body And wipes away my tears Thank you Jesus For being my friend Forever our love Will never end © Natalie Price December 20th 2009 |