| HOLD ON TO YOUR TOWER Black smog has been Surrounding my day Evilness creeps in In this dark heavy haze The voice I hear Is gruesome and cold I need to get out of here Away from its hold This sensation Sends shivers Down my spine My skin cruels With the feeling Of its grime In the face of doom I cannot move From its gloom Spiritual chains bound Me down all around As my body quivers Shaking with pain I try to scream out All is in vain This repugnant force Shows no remorse My mind is agonizing Desperately devising My plan of escape I see its form In a dark dreary shape My pursuer smells Just like a sewer It’s covered with vermin I become more determined God is my only source To get rid of this Demonic evil force The name of Jesus Is full of power With all my strength I hold on to my tower He draws me back Into the land of freedom Praise God ‘ I have found my Eden © Natalie Price December 21st 2009 |
GOD IS NOW MY VISION Do you know how dirty I feel After a sexual encounter I feel so miserable for weeks My shame keeps me on a downer My thoughts keep reeling Around my head These men don’t have An ounce of feeling As long as they get you Into their bed I should have listened To what God has taught Instead of feeling like I was a prostitute That has just been bought I felt cheap and nasty Believe me they’re crafty They’re so good with Mindless words Why do us women Allow ourselves to be used By worthless nerds Lust is their only motivation To fix their sexual frustration The cost too you Does not matter Sadly, you are the one That will pay the price Leaving your life in shatters We need to wise up And get some sense Let them know, we know Of their pretense After many years Of feeling this way Finally, I’ve woken up And send them away I’m so glad I made that decision God is now my vision He supplies my every need From now on I will let him lead ©Natalie Price December 22nd 2009 |
| MY MOTHER’S TEARS A boy was prying Into why his mother was crying He didn’t understand As he tried to hold her hand His mum hugged him And told him he never will The lad was confused He thought his mum was ill Then he asked God why The Lord answered him and spoke I gave her tears to cry So she could feel Your emotions And wipe your eyes dry I made your mum strong enough To carry the weight of your load To guide and direct you On the right road Your mum is gentle and calm You will feel her warmth In her arms At times, you’ve caused her Pain and rejection She suffered so much Yet still gives you affection Your mother keeps you going When you feel like giving up She gets tired and cranky at times And can be very abrupt She takes care of all the family And never complains Even when she’s sick And suffering in pain Her beauty is seen Within her heart I created her to be very smart You see it in her eyes This is where her love resides Her doorway is always open Even when her heart Has been broken Your mum is an Angel Of my light She is a blessing and a delight © Natalie Price December 22nd December |
GOD WILL WIPE AWAY YOUR TEARS Heartbreak and sorrow We some times see Its gets very painful When the heart Cries out and pleads All around us We see sadness and grief These are the times we need To pray for some relief When our heart breaks So does Gods He doesn’t want us To struggle and slog The Lord tries to Smooth our way At times, we refuse To listen to what he says The tears that you weep God will wipe away From your cheeks Open your ears And start to hear There will be a day Where there is No more death Sorrow or pain No longer will you hear The cry of the slain All these things Will be gone forever However, we need To open our heart Allow God in And let him impart Jesus is our key To our eternal home If you receive him now You’ll never be alone Hold on to the hope That the Lord will Be back soon He will take us All home from the Gloom and the doom One day we will Be in a place Where we will not die There will be no more tears Coming from our eyes © Natalie Price December 24th 2009 |
| HOW AWESOME IS GOD Thank you from the Depths of my soul For being my friend And giving me guidance When my thinking has been Way out of control Thank you for Showing me you care In times when I've cried In desperation and despair Thank you for boosting My confidence, when my Self confidence has been very low You’ve made me feel I had something special When all others thought I was dumb and slow Thank you for all the Things we’ve shared and How our lives, have compared Thank you for cheering me up When some of my friends Are cold and abrupt Thank you for showing me love When so many times I’ve been Pushed aside or shoved Thank you for sharing my tears And for giving me hope In the depths of my fears Thank you for listening And not turning a deaf ear When my so called friends Dissolve like vapour and disappear Thank you for whom you are You understand Because you’ve been scared Thank you, you’re a true blessing Without you I would be Severely stressing Thank you for all your time I can always count on you To be a true friend of mine And thank you Bob You’ve been sent to help me By an awesome God © Natalie Price 25th December 2009 |
IT’S NOT FAIR TO COMPARE Is it all about me Sometimes even, I don’t see My own past often reflects The way I think To the point of causing Another ones heart to sink Just because I lived In a different way And didn’t have the Modern cons my Family have today I should be careful Not to judge or Hold a grudge And be sensitive To their feelings Not to compare This is not fair When I hear them complain I often think of my own Suffering and pain This is more to my shame How can they possibly Understand the kind of life I had with my man We had a big fight Just because I felt, I was right Believe me I was so wrong I had to be strong And ask for forgiveness As it really wasn’t My business Life is full of pressures In many different ways I should have realized this Before I had my say © Natalie Price December 26th 2009 |
| LET GOD BE YOUR VISION It breaks my heart To see my friends torn apart I know what it feels like inside Especially when You hear nothing but lies The pain just doesn’t go away All I can do is pray As a friend, I’m always here To give a listening ear God wants to clear your vision So he can renew your strength And your mission His plans for you Are already in motion Put him first In your devotions At times, we are Blinded by our emotions Your path has been Cleared for you to move on There is a reason for this God wants to put you Where you truly belong Sometimes it’s hard For us to come to grips As trust is necessary In all relationships God’s peace falls upon us When we’re on the right path Sadly for sometime Your life has been full of wrath Trouble and torment Comes from the devil Because he wants You down to his level Rise up against this evil force Do not allow him To sway you off course Remember your victory Has already been won God has promised you hope Through his Son Satan is causing division Let God be your vision © Natalie Price December 27th 2009 |
UNHEALTHY OBSESSION Uncontrollable thoughts Continued throughout My day Many times I’ve had to call On God and pray Pleading with him To take them away Unhealthy obsession Can lead you Into deep depression I’ve been there So many times I felt I was losing my mind Love is a driving force And can really Drive you off course When someone you love Rejects you over And over again It’s hard to accept and can Really, send you Around the bend I started doing things Normally I wouldn’t do Like driving around To his place, just to get A glimpse of his face It felt like hell that I was going through My life was becoming Exceptionally grim Believe me I was Obsessed by him I knew in my heart That this was a sin There was too Much energy focused On this one man My prayer to God Was help me if you can Every thought dominated By my Obsessive behavior I was losing my direction And needed my Saviour © Natalie Price December 28th 2009 |
| WE ARE GOD’S VESSELS Hurtful words cut Through you like a sword When you’re hurting So is the Lord We are God’s creation Shaped by his hands Out of the dust of the earth He formed his first man Now we are his vessels To use by his grace Let’s work together No matter what Creed or race God reminds us That we have an Immeasurable worth After all, he created us For this earth The battles we’ve faced God says they’re not ours He created us So they’re his scars He will fight for you And pay all your dues Let him handle Your insults and attacks Call on the Lord Don’t you react God will never leave Or forsake you He will prevail In your shoes We are his Tender offspring God will fight for us He is our King Let the Lord stand In our place The devil will flee Without a trace ©Natalie Price December 29th 2009 |
AFRAID OF BEING BETRAYED Many relationships Come to a bitter end The sad part is You’ve lost the opportunity Of being good friends Some of us walk in the Darkest of valleys Our lives just explode To the final finale Embittered by The lost years Reflecting upon The sadness Through flowing tears This constant loneliness Brings this terrible fear That nobody will ever Want you, year after year In my globe of misery There is no one to comfort me If I have a need I rather let people be It’s not good to recede In your own world of silence Or even depend on Your own self reliance When you’ve been betrayed You become afraid We really do need each other And to be there For one another The sad part is It is so hard to trust Anyone these days I really don’t like Feeling this way My Lord is my only strength Lack of trust Has kept my friends At arm’s length ©Natalie Price December 30th 2009 |
| TEMPTATION IS HARD TO RESIST My thinking is wrong I want to do things right But the problem is It’s a hell of a fight Struggling with These sensations I have inside Help me Lord Before I decide It’s so easy to fall Off the track Satan is always there Ready to act Tempting you in Every way that comes I must stop These thoughts Before I succumb The devil sneaks In our mind Twisting and turning Until he Has entwined He entices you With his evil plans It doesn’t take long To submit into His hands Sin destroys Satan sets you up As a deploy His weapon of destruction He will soon use you In his seduction Jesus is our only way He gives us strength All we need to do is pray Temptation is hard to resist We must stay Strong and resist © Natalie Price December 31st 2009 |
DELIVER ME FROM THE CLAWS OF DEATH The fountain of life Is like living water Our time on earth Is growing So much shorter Let his light Be your guide Now is the time We must decide None of us know What the future Has in store Our lives are just Like the waves Flowing in and out Of the shore Like a mist That disappears They will be Seen no more The clouds burst With heavy rain Cleansing the earth From the smell Of death and pain God’s word Has been spoken Open our ears Before the Silver cord Is broken Deliver me from Claws of death Before I take my One last breath Eternal life will not Be given to all Only the ones who Have accepted The Lord’s call © Natalie Price 1st January 2010 |
| A FEW THOUGHTS TO PONDER Make peace with your past Don’t wait till the last So it will not screw up Your present Live for every moment Make atonement And you will be content Do not postpone What can be done today Tomorrow may not come So do not delay Cast away the torment Your day, will be well spent Be content with what you have Don’t always be The first up to grab Think of others Before yourself You will store up Treasures of wealth Give a helping hand Where there is a need This gives you An opportunity To plant a good seed A kind word goes along way Just to see them smile And made their day The year ahead Will have its trials If we turn to Jesus We will not fail It’s more than a fair exchange It will make all the difference If we change © Natalie Price January 2nd 2010 |
THEIR NIGHTMARE STILL GOES ON Their bodies, bruised by Senseless and Demeaning acts Of being Abused and used Their nightmare Still goes on Its hell for them as As it’s been so long Their hearts have Been filled with hatred Their hope and trust Has been mutilated Embittered by these Horrendous acts These people finally Get angry and react Suffering and bloodshed Continues to go on It will only stop When all life is gone We’re in God’s hands Our lives are like Grains of sand Diminishing into The earth’s dust In whom can we Put our trust Many of us From our youth Are blinded By the truth And do not believe That there is a God It’s as if they’re walking Through a dark grey fog Total darkness Fills their lives They don’t see the light That comes Through the sky Sadness fills my heart When I think Of these things This beautiful earth Will no longer sing © Natalie Price January 3rd 2010 |
| GREED PLAYS A MAJOR ROLE IN ABUSE Greed plays a Major role in abuse There is no excuse You cannot reason with greed No matter how much you plead We live in a throw out society However, we forget our priorities Rather than give to The poor and the needy People become Incredibly greedy While others go On a spending spree The underprivileged Are crying out in need Big supermarket chains Should take quite A bit of the blame They rather toss out food Than give it away It sad for the ones who Cannot afford and have to pay Their reasoning for doing this Is it affects their trade It’s like dropping food in a bin While others are starving and thin How can they do this And sleep at night Wasting that much food Is definitely not right I’ve found the more I give The more I receive Its God law I’m never in need For these companies It’s more to their shame One day they will Have to answer To the Lord’s mighty name If they were to turn around And help the oppressed Their companies would thrive And be totally blessed © Natalie Price January 3rd 2010 |
MY WORDS COULD NOT THANK YOU ENOUGH We all know Right from wrong And we all have To struggle To stay strong It’s a constant Battle within To fight the Evil forces of sin Jesus came Under temptation But he knew His destination We follow In his footsteps Knowing his sorrow As he’s wept For the ones in anguish Suffering in misery And getting weaker In their languish Jesus came for the Tormented and the lost Because he loved Them so much He paid the high cost He was bruised for Our transgressions He made one concession For us to believe He was God’s Son Sent to us By the Holy one He bore our sorrows So that we Could have life My words could not Thank him enough For being my Guiding light © Natalie Price January 5th 2010 |
| ALL I AM IS AN OLD TRAMP As I walk along the dusty old road With my worn out shoes And nowhere to go I’m tired and need shelter From the glare of the hot sun My body needs food But I have none I take rest under a shaded tree I’m so exhausted I can hardly see It’s been a long time Since I’ve been able to work I’ve been told I’m no good And just an old stupid jerk Rent is too much for me to pay So I have no place to live No one will let me stay I have no income Because I have no address With no home to go too Or no place to rest What little food I do get Comes out of the bins Sometimes I get lucky I consider it a win My clothes are dirty And I really smell bad I can’t have a shower Inside me, I feel sad Life for me, is on the streets I wish I had a nice warm bed With soft clean sheets Often I sleep on an old park bench My old ragged jacket covers me I can hardly put up With the stench All I am is an old tramp No one cares where I camp I have no family or no friends The way I look, must offend I ‘m on my own and very alone Why would anyone care about me They don’t even know I exist And they close their eyes When they see ©Natalie Price January 6th 2010 |
WHO AM I Who am I Where do I come from The woman I called my mum Brought me Up in the slums Dumped at a very young age Now I’m forced out To earn a wage My true age I do not know All I know is that Men come and go They don’t even say hello I have to earn my keep So I’m told that I must Go to bed and sleep Before too long They’re in my bed Doing things to me That I dread The food I’m given Is based on reward If I work well Then I have scored I dare not try To run away They told me, if I tried I would severely have to pay My body bruised and battered To these people My life does not matter How can I escape From these hands that rape I’m left here in filth In this squalor Nobody ever hears me When I’ve tried to holler They’ve turned away Refusing to listen To what I say © Natalie Price January 7th 2010 |
| I FIND IT HARD TO TELL MUM Mum goes to work all day She leaves me at home While her boyfriend stays When it’s getting dark He makes suggestive remarks How do I tell my mum What can I say She really likes him And thinks he’s okay His eyes follow me Around the room Even when I’m sweeping With the old wooden broom I feel so uneasy When I’m at home with him Even when I put the Rubbish In the bin He watches me do everything My skins crawls knowing He thinks of me that way I wish he would leave our home And find another place to stay I try to avoid him As much as I can He tries to get close to me Especially with his hands This situation could Get out of control I feel like I’m trapped In a big black hole We live out of town Far from anyone else I can’t even yell To the nearest house I should try to tell someone Before he offends I find it hard to tell mum Maybe I should tell Her friends © Natalie Price 7th January 2010 |
MY SILENT PLEA FOR HELP My silent plea Help me, I’m in need Afraid to cry out for help In case, he belts me with his belt Mentally and physically abused Every day, I am used My home life is cruel All hell breaks loose If I break his rules I have no one to turn too To help me get away Sometimes when Its gets so bad, I do try to pray The smell of his beer Is something I fear I always know when I’m in for a bad night It always ends up In a malicious fight My bruised body tells it all You can tell I’ve been Shoved through the wall My eyes are badly swollen Black and blue It’s hard to imagine What I’ve been put through The house is in bad repair All the windows have been Smashed with a chair The walls have huge holes In anger, he lost control Help me Lord When will it ever end This is hell, I’m living I wish I had some friends Nobody was ever game enough To come to our house They knew my husband Was a was nothing but Miserable drunkard louse I dream about freedom Day and night Help me Lord, I need your light © Natalie Price January 8th 2010 |