| WHY SHOULD I BE KILLED Screaming in pain and Left to die in shame Repeatedly raped Without any escape This evil has brought Degradation to my Family’s name I must bear the cost And take the blame It has caused them So much grief Because of their Religious beliefs This shame Has tarnished Their reputation They would rather Have me killed Than face my violation My family have No compassion Let alone any grace They look at me in disgrace I am, considered defiled To be excluded as a relation By this public humiliation Every year countless Women are murdered By family members No longer to Be remembered Sexual violation Brings dishonour to Their family name Why should I be killed For another’s guilt And blame ©Natalie Price January 10th 2010 |
I DON’T WANT TO LEAVE YOU DADDY Why do we have to leave daddy And where are we going to stay I will miss him badly Please mummy we don’t Need to go away I hear your fights all the time It drives me crazy in my mind Daddy and I said our goodbyes Both of us just cried He told me he doesn’t know When I will see him again And I’m leaving all of my friends I heard him begging you not to go All I could hear is you saying no Daddy tells me stories When I go to bed at night It helps to settle me down Before he turns out the light Sometimes I get frightened Daddy gives me a loving hug I feel so much better When I know, I’m loved You’re always too tired To read me my books When I start to cry You yell at me not to sulk All we’re taking is our clothes Where we’re going Nobody will know Everything I love Is being left behind I hope all things Will work out in time I’m really scared To leave my home It’s the only place I've ever known Please mummy let us stay I can’t bear to leave daddy In tears this way © Natalie Price January 10th 2010 |
| HIS LIES I DESPISE My pain goes very deep It hurts so bad I cannot sleep He left me for another When I thought We loved each other I feel betrayed By his masquerade Pretending to be Something that he’s not He fills my head with So much rot And expects me to believe Yet I caught him on the spot His lies, I despise I can see it in his eyes All my dreams have crashed My heart has been Deeply slashed I cannot understand I gave everything to this man Now I’ve lost the lot My stomach is full of knots This burden is something I cannot bear Suddenly I find myself In deep despair Where do I go from here My heart is full of fear The heaviness I feel Is making me feel ill We were the best of friends Now I been shoved aside Torn apart through his lies We connected so well From the start This is ripping me apart I wish I could understand I truly did love this man © Natalie Price January 11th 2010 |
I HEAR MY LITTLE BROTHER WEEP My uncle Comes to stay When my parents Go away He sleeps in my Little brothers room And dresses him up In costumes At first my brother Thought it was fun Now he says It hurts his bum My little brother Cries himself To sleep It really worries me To hear him weep I don’t really Understand what Is going on All I know is My brother Is happy when He’s gone His little face Looks so sad He should Be happy But he says he Feels bad I really need to Tell my mum What our uncle Is doing to her son I don’t really know What to say But I must tell Her right away © Natalie Price January 12th 2010 |
| HE LEFT ME HERE TO DIE Fear fills my eyes As I watch This man come Between my thighs His rough hands Hold me down I cannot move Off the ground I try to fight With all of my might My strength is failing His heavy breathing I’m inhaling The stench of his body Is making me sick I feel like my insides Have been, kicked His hands Are tightening Around my throat Help me Lord I’m being choked I start to scream As loud as I can He beats me harder With his hands Suddenly I start to sink My body weakened And limp He left me here to die Just walked off And said goodbye © Natalie Price January 13th 2010 |
WHY IS MANKIND SO BLIND God’s spirit is the substance That gives us life The evolution theory is Definitely not right Even the air that we breathe We would not received If there was no God who Designed it all for thee All of creation has a designer His plans are perfect You could not achieve any finer Scientist believe we evolved From the earths dust If this was true Would you give it your trust The answer is in your Own hands, you need To think about it When you can Many people have special gifts To encourage us And give us a lift The dust of the earth Cannot do this For all its worth Love and compassion Comes from our Holy God If you don’t believe this You’re like an hollow log With nothing inside If you believe, that Dust can provide Without the breathe of life Everything would be dead With no purpose or hope To look ahead The devil is out to Deceive mankind His deceitful lies Have made many blind © Natalie Price January 15, 2010 |
| VIOLENCE IS ALL I’VE EVER KNOWN The person That I’ve become Is just like scum Feeling miserable As can be If only I could see My words are full of Lies and deceit Wickedness is What I’ve reaped There is no compassion Within my soul Blackness surrounds me Wherever I go My life is full of darkness It’s like I am possessed Hatred swells inside me Most people I detest My pleasure is in Making others sad Deep within me I know this is bad Constantly depressed My soul is not at rest Hurting others Is all I’ve done I hate myself To what I’ve become Rejected from A wee small child Help me Lord I’ve become so vile All I do is moan And groan Violence is all I’ve ever known © Natalie Price January 16th 2010 |
MADE TO FEEL WORTHLESS I hate the way I’m spoken too It’s hard for Me to accept I’m made to Feel so worthless With very Little respect My opinions Mean nothing No matter What I try to say It’s a horrible Way to live Especially every day There is never Any gratitude No matter What I do I’m told, I’m useless And think That way too I’ve lost all My confidence Because I’ve Been put down I feel like a Piece of dirt Stumped into The ground Every day I End up in tears This has been Going on for years I cry myself to Sleep at nights This evil treatment Is not right I’m always feeling Very depressed My health Is suffering From all this stress ©Natalie Price January 17, 2010 |
| TOO LATE TO SAY GOODBYE As I walked in the room I saw him sitting there With his hands Dangling beside him Slouch in his old Wooden chair My first reaction He must have Fallen asleep Then I realized I let out a screech A note was laying On the floor I didn’t want to read it And flew out the door I called for help The ambulance came It was too late They tried in vain He took his own life Because he was sad He thought No one loved him I felt terribly bad If only I had of Shown more love We could have talked Or given more hugs Now it’s too late To say goodbye I blame myself That he wanted to die The signs were there Help me Lord This is so hard to bear How can I be so blind And not see This is something now I have to live with Within me © Natalie Price January 17, 2010 |
IN HER GRIEF SHE’S STILL IN
DISBELIEF Devastated by the Murder of her daughter Unexpectedly she was Led to her slaughter Her cries for help Were not heard This senseless killing Should not Have occurred The anguish And suffering Is tearing This mother apart The killer has taken away A very large portion Of her heart She closes her eyes And hears Her daughters Desperate plea Help me someone Help me please Her voice keeps ringing In her mother’s ears Her eyes are full of Heartbreaking tears This mother’s life Will never be the same Nor will she be able To call her daughter’s Name again Still in shock This nightmare Will not stop In her grief She’s still In disbelief © Natalie Price January 18th 2010 |
| YOUR WORTH IS WHAT THEY CAN GET Your worth is what They can get In so many ways They’re showing you Very little respect The only time you hear Is when they want Something from you It could be money or A job they need you to do You’ll get all the excuses When you need a hand But they’re never hesitant In making their demands Using anybody for your Own personal gain Is disgusting and more To your shame I’ve lost count of How many times It’s happen to me I guess it’s my own fault That I’ve let them you see It would be nice To be able to trust People again But sadly it’s so difficult When they’ve caused You so much pain Nobody seems to Trust anybody anymore Greed has taken over And left so many poor People rather have power Than show compassion Evilness takes it all So you’re rationed I thank God For his light that came Into this world He gives us hope For our future And gives us back our will © Natalie Price 19th January 2010 |
DRUNK DRIVING Who’s really to blame Our government has No shame In mourning for the young Lives that have been lost This terrible tragedy Has happened at A very high cost Alcohol has been Made easy for Anyone to obtain They tell us There are laws But they don’t Seem to have a brain Why make alcohol So intoxicating Its sure asking For trouble When all it does Is put your life in rubble Drunk drivers Young and old Are killed each day It’s taking its toll With all its twisted Mangled wrecks Our government Sits back and Accepts all the cheques The only change That I can see Is that they raise The fines for You and me Nothing changes Except the power Of greed These lawgivers Make all the rules And take us for A bunch of fools © Natalie Price January 20th 2010 |
| MY WOMAN IS A CHEAT Fed up with her Lies and deceit And the hurtful Way she cheats How could she do This to me I was so blind I couldn’t see She led me to think She was mine I thought Everything was fine Often she would Come home late And joked about Being on a date I just used to laugh it off But then she would Turn around and scoff I was so foolish To get involved I knew she was a Loose woman Because I was told I always saw The very best in her Never thought that This would occur I believed, that She was faithful My trust has Been shattered To her, my feelings Do not matter She gets want she wants Out on her haunts I hope and pray She has no disease This guy that she has Been with, is a sleaze © Natalie Price 21st January 2010 |
SHE IS RIDDLED WITH FEAR A disabled elderly woman Struggling to breath Bullied by her son in law I couldn’t help but grieve He spoke to her unkindly Yelling at the top of his voice I had to stand and watch As I had very little choice This lovely lady Had made a decision But this beastly man Clouded her vision He would not allow Her to think for herself This guy, has ulterior motive And only thinks of himself He beats her emotionally With his cruel and forceful Foul mouth tongue Personally, I would have Loved to have filled his Mouth with cow dung This kind of brutality Certainly brought Home to me, The evilness of this reality The seriousness Of this kind of abuse He should be ashamed There is not excuse He is a miserable bully And made that very Clear today The worst of it all He had his way I felt very sorry for This poor dear I know in my heart She is riddled with fear © Natalie Price January 22nd 2010 |
| IT’S A GREAT FEELING TO BE FREE Living with the enemy Is like living in hell You’re better off Leaving if you want To stay well Existing in Constant turmoil And feeling like you’re Dirt from the soil Can break you down daily You start to see things Very vaguely Negativity sets in Really fast And before you know it The time has passed Years go by very quickly Living in misery Is not the way to go You’re better off Leaving now Before the years flow Don’t let life pass you by Enjoy every moment Say goodbye You deserve The very best Don’t accept Anything less Please take my advice Or your life may not Be very nice Taking the first step Is not always trouble free I know from My own experience It’s a great feeling To be free © Natalie Price January 24th 2010 |
FALSE FACADE There’s a dark secret Deep inside Something very Disturbing that You want to hide On the outside There is a False façade But in your eyes I see it always Your eyes are The mirrors Of your soul What you’ve done You don’t want Anyone to know I watch and listen As you speak In your evilness I sense you’re weak Your character Shows a serious flaw You leave me cold As you walk out The door There is a Hidden agenda I feel you’re a Big pretender You’re very good At deceiving Trying to mislead Me into believing Your evilness I’ve discerned It doesn’t take long To confirm God’s wisdom Has been given to me He opens my eyes So that I can see © Natalie Price January 25th 2010 |
| BURNING WITH DESIRE Burning with desire You set my heart on fire These feelings have Become so strong I know in my heart It’s very wrong You’re a married man But I still hold Out my hand Come to me my love Feel my warm loving hugs I know your wife Is at home Caring for the kids And alone Making excuses Is not right I’m struggling within Trying to battle This fight Desperate to get free Its hell inside of me When I close my eyes I see his children And his wife Thinking about Their kind of life The lies she hears When he comes home late Her children are in tears Because they Stayed up to wait I tried, to block This out of my mind It keeps coming back Time after time Within me I feel very low This relationship I must let go ©Natalie Price January 26th 2010 |
NEVER LEAVE YOUR KIDS ALONE Kids left at home On their own to roam Mum and Dad have Gone out for the night An invitation for them To take flight They spotted the Car keys hooked On the wall Temptation was too great They took the vehicle And had a ball A bottle of rum Was found in the car They decided to Have a drink and Smoke Dads cigars It wasn’t long Before they met up With their mates Drinking and reveling on It was getting late They knew their parents Would be home soon If they didn’t Arrive in time They knew they Would be doomed On the way home They hit a tree The lights blinded them They couldn’t see Sadly they were killed And never made it home A lesson to be learned Never leave your kids alone © Natalie Price January 26th 2010 |
| TWO MEN IN MY LIFE What a tangled Mess I’m in Two men in my life A situation I cannot win Both men Have hurt me bad I can’t let go Which is rather sad I must make A decision Before there Is a collision One of these men I Have deep feelings for The trouble is I don’t want to be Hurt anymore The other one, is just A male friend He has no desires For a commitment At the end All he wants is to Kiss and cuddle By the time He has gone My head Is in a muddle The one I have feelings for I am not too sure The way he thinks Is strange But he says his Heart has changed The wrong decision Could change my life I sure don’t need Any more strife I have to make A choice today Or let them both Go away © Natalie Price January 27th 2010 |
HER HOME WAS HER OWN Uncontrollable fear Her problem has Become severe She became his wife It changed her life Abused constantly Every day Threatened to lose Everything if she Tries to move away Her blood shot eyes Are black and bruise Her husband has been On the booze She has no money left In her personal account This is an act of theft He takes all of Her allowance She hasn’t known him All that long It’s a pity she married him As this is so wrong He goes to the club Nearly every night Gambling her money And often in a fight He refuses to work Or help her in anyway She dare not Open her mouth To have her say Her home was her own But he took out a loan Now she faces The loss of her home Be careful whom You choose Or you could end up like This woman and lose © Natalie Price January 28th 2010 |