| VIOLATION OF MY THOUGHTS Please help me understand Why love can turn to hatred And change the person I am Hate causes my Stomach to churn It feels so sick with The twists and turns When will I ever learn Revenge is not normally Part of my scene Nor is hatred which Makes you mean The people I love Hurt me time after time Sometimes I feel I’m completely going Out of my mind I question everything I do And ask myself is this you I’m the other person Looking at me Deep inside This is what I see Insecurity, pain and blame Tortured by the years Of shame My life seems to be one Tangled mess I’m partly to blame I must confess Every now and then The devil attacks He knows how to get Me to react Evil violates my mind And my thoughts It tries to undermine What Jesus has taught In my weakness I almost succumb Until I call on Jesus Satan takes off and runs © Natalie Price March 31st 2010 |
REJOICE AND LISTEN TO GOD’S VOICE Listen to the inner voice The one that gives us An awesome choice The wrong decision Can change your life Filling it with misery And heaps of strife I know this voice so well When I’ve done Something wrong It rings a bell Life is a journey Of correction For some it’s a Lifelong rejection It would be nice To make things right Instead of constantly Living with fights We have two options In taking the right path Peace within or Spending Years In tears of wrath Deep inside we know Which way to go I get this deep heaviness In the pit of my soul It’s like evil has its control When things are right There is this inner peace A beautiful sense of release My family paid the price In years of heartache That was not very nice Now I rejoice in listening To God’s voice © Natalie Price April 1st 2010 |
| WHERE ARE ALL YOUR ACCUSERS Our Lord has risen He has set us free from The chains of death And from prison The stronghold of sin Has been broken God’s word has Been spoken When our lives Have become Just grains of sand Our healing comes From his hands Like long lost children He gathers his sheep And watches over us When we sleep He knows the many tears We have wept He’s kept a record Of the lives that have Been wrecked In my darkest moments Jesus called me He said come to me I will set you free Sometimes our lives Seem to be in a Hell of a mess My life was riddled With guilt I must confess Jesus gave me An option to choose He said where are All your accusers There was none left Because they were The losers Jesus came to Gather the lost He paid our cost Upon the cross ©Natalie Price April 2, 2010 |
OPEN THE WAY AND PLEASE PRAY Abuse spreads like cancer I pray for an answer What can we do To help stop this Disgusting behaviour There is only one answer He is our Saviour The seed of evilness Starts in our minds Satan is out To destroy mankind Changing our attitude Has to start with us The first step is to Give God our trust Lead me to the rock That is higher than I He will move mountains If he sees that, we try Hand over our burdens To our Lord He will strike our enemies With his sword His name is higher Than any other He joins us together Like sisters and brothers We become as one In the body of Christ And can make A difference In this world that Is not so nice Here I stand Holding out my hand Come help us fight This evilness It’s not right Open the way And please pray © Natalie Price April 3rd 2010 |
| JESUS IS HERE TO STAY Into his presence we come He gave us his light Through his Son The crown of thorns Upon his head Reminds me of How much his heart bled His body nailed To the cross In suffering and pain For the lost He was bruised And battered For the lives That did not matter His message of hope Helps us cope Surviving the many trials In a world that has Become so vile With my eyes closed I see his blood Pouring from his veins I cannot thank him enough For taking my Sin and blame He gave his life For you and me Releasing the captives And setting us free Forgive and you’ll Be forgiven Receive his Spirit You’ll be Holy Spirit driven His body represents Food for our soul Take and eat Give him control Wine represents his blood Take and drink it He will cleanse and Wash away the mud Jesus is here today Jesus is here to stay © Natalie Price April 4th 2010 |
WHICH DAD IS MINE All these children With different Dads These days it seems To be a fashionable fad Which Dad is mine Is this a sign of our times Do our kids Become confused It’s not surprising That they do Dad has Different partners And so does mum It makes you wonder What the world Has become The kids talk at school Believe me They’re no fools They know what goes on And they know it’s wrong Parents demand respect But they don’t care How their actions affect Seeing a stranger in Their parents bed Is enough to send them Off their head No wonder society Is so screwed up Our kids go haywire And run a muck The learning process Starts in the home What’s the next Generation of kids Going to be like When they’re fully grown It’s a very scary thought When we set the examples For what our kids Are taught © Natalie Price 5th April 2010 |
| IT HURTS SO MUCH It hurts so much when Family arguments Tear you apart When I cannot See my grandkids It breaks my heart It’s hard to believe My daughter Can be so cold I’m scared I will Never see them again Even when I’m old I lost her love Because of hate By turning away from me She is making A big mistake My grandkids will Miss seeing their Nan I’ve tried to Get through to her And do what I can I have a friend that She absolutely hates There is no reason for it Her heart is in a bad state The pain she is causing me She cannot see I’ve always done My best for her And would love to Have things back The way they were Forgiveness is something She has never understood Please help her, my Lord If you would My daughter believes She has the right to hate One day sadly She will realize that this Is a big mistake © Natalie Price April 6th 2010 |
YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE My reason for Going to church Has helped me cope With all the hurt As a member of the Body of Christ, I feel Like I belong somewhere This is especially nice There is no need To feel helpless and alone Join a church Then you’re not On your own There is always Something you can do Reaching out is the Best way to help you If you have no way Of getting there Phone the Pastor So that he’s aware He’ll find a way So don’t despair My state of mind Was in a mangled mess Helping others Relieved my stress We do have A friend in Jesus Reach out and Take his hand We’re all like a piece Of a puzzle God will do Everything he can In joining us together As part of his plan When one part is lost He will go after it And pay the cost You have nothing to lose All you have to do is choose © Natalie Price April 7th 2010 |
| THEY ARE NOT REALLY YOUR FRIENDS Your eyes are red And you look so relaxed What have you been up too To look like that Your clothes are dirty Your speech is slurred Obviously, you’re not Listening to any of my words Your language is disgusting And your words are cruel You have no respect For me at all Don’t talk to me like that I’m your mother I’ll give you a slap You're not that big For me to do that I smell alcohol on you And a lot more You're in trouble and You know what for Where does all that stuff Come from in your room I want some answers And I want them soon If I have too I will ring the police This type of behaviour Will have to cease Underage drinking Is against the law If you do the crime You know the score Dealing in drugs Is a serious offence Destroying lives And your own Makes no sense Stealing will get you nowhere The kind of people you know Only use you in the end They’re not really your friends Change your attitude My dear son Or the future you hope for There will be none © Natalie Price April 8, 2010 |
NOW I’M UNDER GOD’S CARE Please don’t grieve for me I will cope, you will see I must remain strong So much in my life Has gone wrong There are many of whom Are worse off than me When I think of what They have to go through I look up and thank God That I’m me Complaining gets Me nowhere Even if I don’t think life’s fair I’ve learned to accept things And to help others and care There is no point Living in torment It only destroys your soul My life at one time Was utterly out of control I was as miserable as can be Refusing to listen I just couldn’t see That people were there Trying to help me I begged them to let me go As I kept saying no Until one day Things got so bad Believe me I was sad I broke down and cried I was listening to The devil’s lies Now I’m under God’s care Everything he does is fair ©Natalie Price April 9th 2010 |
| WE WILL NOT GIVE UP So you think you Have all the power Well I have news for you God is the one in control Maybe you have not Heard the good news You use your position In a very abusive way The older folk are scared Because they don’t Know what to say The lifestyle They thought they had Has become a nightmare Causing many to Live in despair There will be a time when You’re no longer around Not everybody cowers down You act like vigilantes Taking the rights Of people away The only time you will listen Is when things Are going your way You have no concern for Disabled people Who have, a genuine need You’re so full of Your own importance You must have been Bred from a bad seed How you sleep at night I have no idea One day in the future You will know what It’s like to fear Nobody should have To live this way And we will have our say Until the government Stands up for our rights We will not give up On this worthwhile fight © Natalie Price April 10th 2010 |
DISGUSTING CONDUCT I heard him yelling At the top of his voice Everyone could hear him We had no choice His partner Walked behind Obviously embarrassed And in tears Her face looked strained I could see her fear He spoke to her Like he was Ordering his dog Only it was So much worse What a rotten horrible sod My heart went out To this dear lady Just as well, she wasn’t Carrying a baby Children could hear What was going on We try to teach our Kids right from wrong Then they see this Disgusting conduct Hearing his filth and muck His mouth reminded me Of a sewage pipe One day he will Run out of his luck Someone will king hit him And give him What he deserves Even I felt like doing the job It was so bad, what I heard © Natalie Price April 11th 2010 |
| PLAYING THE FIELD You took the bait Now it’s too late We are no longer Long term mates The future I thought We may have had Has now gone You were only Interested in What I had You lied And cheated How could you be So conceited I wanted so much To believe in you But you have given me No choice, to do What I knew I must do I had to protect What was mine That’s all you wanted You swine I nearly was taken For a fool You were just Using me as a tool This is a disgusting Miserable act Everything you told me Was full of crap Praise God I’m a believer Who prays for The Lord’s shield He knows what You’ve been doing Playing the field ©Natalie Price April 12th 2010 |
THE OTHER WOMAN Who is this other woman This is not right You’re on the Internet Most days and nights Where do I fit into your life I believed one day, I would Become your wife We’ve talked about Our plans in future days Together we would Go to church and pray A dream of a home So we’re both not alone Am I not good Enough for you I’ve given my best In everything I do I feel you’re always Looking for something Better to come along Once you’ve found it Then you want me gone Your history so far Has me on the alert There is no way I want To be taken down While you run after Another skirt Your feelings for me Are not what they seem I thought we were Good together and Would make a good team My family did try to Warn me about you Again, I did not listen and Take heed of their words My ears, were closed As if, I hadn’t heard They knew something Was very wrong Now I must stay strong You’ve destroyed my trust Now there is no us © Natalie Price April 13th 2010 |
| MY SUN WILL SHINE AGAIN My sun will shine again And light up my life My broken heart Will mend I will hold my head up high The tears I’ve shed Have now become dry I’m looking forward To my new path My old one will disappear With all its wrath The sadness will pass My pain and suffering Will not last I will hold on to all My precious memories And pray for All my enemies I will not let This suffering Destroy my soul And never Let bitterness Take control My aim is to enjoy What life I have left No matter what I’ve been through It will never take Hold and affect Praise God that He taught me how To love and forgive If you want peace And contentment This is the way We should live © Natalie Price April 14th 2010 |
TREATED LIKE A LUMP OF MEAT It would be nice in my life To find someone I could trust And become their wife Most men I meet Treat me like a Lump of meat Degrading me in everyway When they’ve done with me They never stay Women do the same thing They lustfully use men Again and again Until one day it Happens to them There does not seem To be the respect anymore When people Have done with you They show you the door Men and women are the same They go to bed with you And don’t even ask your name True love is hard to find For some it takes A very long time The world has become A very sad place The way television Promotes sexual conduct Is a disgrace This kind of behaviour Gets shoved in our face It doesn’t matter Where you go The human body Is put on show They look at you As a lover The respect is gone For one and other © Natalie Price April 14, 2010 |
| SHOW SOME LOVE AND BE KIND At times in your life, you feel so sad And you wonder to yourself Why people have to be so bad Many people I’ve met Have an evil intent They’re full of misery Maliciousness and torment Sadly, they resent People who have Done well for themselves They actually hate them as well It’s unbelievable For people to act this way Some cannot even smile Let alone greet you And say good day It hurts very deeply When I reach out in love To offer them a helping hand And give them a hug They think you’re mad When you offer kindness This I think is rather sad Why do people Reject encouragement They'd rather be filled With discouragement Many people today Have no hope, let alone pray The world is filling with evil We must act now on retrieval Don’t let the devil fill your mind Show some love and be kind ©Natalie Price April 15th 2010 |
GOD’S FURY You may read about it In a psychopathic thriller But you would never Expect your Dad To be the killer This problem is becoming World wide spread Often a father slaughters His family, leaving his Children all dead Their blood cries out From the earth Many of them have Been abused since birth We pass these killers On our streets And may even Work with them You never know Who you’ll meet Women also Kill their young Showing no mercy Even with their tongue They strike their children Like an evil vile snake To see it, makes Your heartbreak Some people Have children And treat them as slaves Until their tiny bones Have no meat on them They are then Thrown into graves The dark side of evil Clouds our world They will know what God’s fury is like When it’s hurled © Natalie Price April 17th 2010 |
| WE’VE BEEN BLESSED THROUGH HIS SON Abusing is using I now must wait On God for his choosing The dust has settled The storms have gone The agony of heartbreak Has gone on too long As I feebly ponder Over what has been lost I remembered what Jesus suffered on the cross Shame fills my heart When I think of what Has been saved He’s protected me So many times From becoming A man’s slave I could have lost more Than my broken heart Everything I own Could have been torn apart The cross, which I had to bear In comparison with Jesus Is nothing to compare Instead of thinking selfishly I should be praising joyfully When God blesses Two people to become one Give thanks to Jesus That we’ve been blessed Through his Son © Natalie Price April 17th 2010 |
IF IT’S NOT TO BE Lord, you’ve set me free If my time on earth Is not to be Then I know It's just you and me The years I’ve toiled Have kept me on guard Trusting no one Has been hard My desire to be loved Is as strong as ever My path for love Maybe never But I know in my heart I have your love forever This is what Keeps me growing Your strength Keeps me going One thing I will Never do is give up Or look down and say Its just bad luck I’ve learnt so much Along my path At times it's been hell With nothing but wrath Through life experiences I’ve learnt to give back My suffering and heartache Often sent me off track I will never let the devil win And I will never ever give in All I want to do is Give out your love It doesn’t matter If I’m kicked and shoved Your love will never Be taken away Because your love is Here to stay © Natalie Price April 19, 2010 |