| I SAW ALL THE SIGNS Please don’t take Our babies away They’re my children And I need them to stay It’s not my fault You want to leave There is no way Your taking Our children Their little hearts Will grieve They will not Understand that You have found Another man This is not fair on them Somehow they Feel condemned Living without Each other While you go off For another I can see the pain In their eyes They look At us and cry Their faces Are full of fear Their eyes are Full of tears They’re so young Their lives have Just begun How could you Do this to us You’ve destroyed All their trust And mine I had a feeling This was coming on I saw all the signs © Natalie Price April 20, 2010 |
DEEPLY DEPRESSED This may sound ridiculous Love can turn to bitterness As quick as it turns to love The only assurance I have Is from our loving God above Trials do keep us strong Sometimes they seem To go on and on I’ve often wondered How much more can I take Before I fall To pieces and break Mentally exhausted Through the Constant pressure By the end of the day I’m in need of a refresher Depression is an experience That can give you Suicidal thoughts It slowly eats you away And leaves you Completely distraught It doesn’t take much To send you over the edge Especially with a partner Who has given you Their undying pledge Infidelity can rip Your heart out And cause you Such deep pain I’ve been through It so often Time and time again If you know someone who Is deeply depressed Pray for them and Let God do the rest © Natalie Price April 20th 2010 |
| IF ONLY I COULD UNDERSTAND Just a child Why care about me Most people think I am useless Because I cannot Learn you see I’ve really tried It does not sink in Most of the time I don’t know How to begin My teachers Think I’m dumb I cannot catch on And do my sums The kids at school Pick on me They’re so unkind They will not let me be I hate going to school They think I’m A stupid fool I find it hard To spell and read I have no friends They laugh at me And call me names Like a useless breed I know I need Some extra help I’ve even been Threatened with The belt Everyone looks at me And scorns I wish I had never Ever been born If only I could Understand It would be so nice To have a friendly hand © Natalie Price April 21st 2010 |
SHARE GOD’S LOVE The old saying Two is company And three, is a crowd I use to believe that I Was the dark cloud Even as a child I could feel their dislike The look, on their faces Was full of spite I could never Understand why I didn’t fit in This uneasiness I felt deep within Friends I found Were hard to keep As soon as someone Else came around I was dumped and Trashed into a heap All I wanted was a friend My life was in misery Many times, I had wished It would end As an adult I wanted so desperately To be loved What was wrong with me I feel so unloved My life has changed In many ways God has taught me His love, is the only way I am not bitter and I Will never feel alone Because I have my Jesus His seed in me has sown Rejection can last a lifetime Don’t let it pull you down Start to share God’s love And spread it all around © Natalie Price April 22nd 2010 |
| A SIMPLE WORD OF THANKS Look high above the horizon The beauty of creation is there Behind this spectacular scenery Is a supreme divinity, that cares Lifting up my eyes, I see God’s beauty In his magnificent splendour I can feel the power of his love As I reach out and surrender His presence is what I feel My ears hear his voice Listen and be still His warmth fills Every part of my being With my eyes closed His world, is what I’m seeing All my fears and tears Seem so far away Under his guiding light Is where I want to stay His peace saturates my soul Relieving the burdens That have taken, its toll Where his shadow is, I will go His peace and contentment Softly flows The air smells fresh As I take a deep breath My heart is overflowing with joy Creation is given to us to enjoy This is only a glimpse Of what God can do for you His gift of life is what He wants you to have too All the past, will be wiped away A bright new future is on the way A simple word of thanks Is all he needs Accept him as the your Saviour And bow down to your knees © Natalie Price April 23, 2010 |
THEY’RE IN DANGER In the mind of a maniac You will never know How they will react These children live in a Dangerous situation With a man who is Not even their relation Their mother refuses To believe their Situation is serious When this man’s past Is very mysterious So much about him, is hidden His conscience Must be guilt ridden Molesting young girls Who are too afraid To shout and speak out Threatened by this Depraved evil man Who has nothing But filth on his hands They cower behind Closed doors This paedophile Could strike again And it could be yours These children feel the fear When this demonic Grime is near Hanging out on the streets Refusing to go home Dreading his presence And being with him alone Their mother needs To get her act right Protect her young From this scum They’re in danger He’s one perverted stranger It will not be long Before something Seriously goes wrong © Natalie Price April 24th 2010 |
| TURNING ON A MOTHER’S LOVE My heart, is broken by words That were, not spoken I felt their chilliness in the air Sadness overwhelms me As I sit there in despair To look at these precious children To whom I given so much love All of sudden I’ve realized There’s going to be less Of their special hugs I’ve given my life for my family In doing what I can I may not have been The best of mothers However, I’m always there To give a helping hand How can they turn On a mother’s love What have I done to Deserve things this way I asked for a favour Then came the excuse, there Seems little hope of a truce I love my family dearly, but This is hurting me severely, their Vicious words spoken Behind my back Their respect for me They definitely lack I’m thinking seriously Of turning away To stop this hurt And find my own way Unforgiveness, is not God’s will They’ve closed the door To the way I feel Rejection is something I cannot cope with I let it out and cry, sadly It’s killing me inside The kind of love that I give Can never ever die In return for my affection I’m hated and despised I know I’m not a bad person As God has called me to pray And to reach out and Help others, day by day If only my family could see What God has put in my heart Maybe they could understand A pure love can never depart © Natalie Price April 26, 2010 |
GOD GIVES STRENGTH TO THE MEEK God wants us to Love our neighbors If this is right, why do We have to fight Our spiritual enemy Is the devil He wastes no time in Bringing us down To his level Satan is out to Destroy our soul If we let him He will take control Anger and bitterness Gives place for the Enemy to invade He comes in Many disguises As a masquerade There is death and life In power of the tongue The fruit of our own lips is What we may become We’re raised, for battle In victory we will stand Against the enemy of man We may at times Think we are weak Our God gives strength To the meek Be gentle and kind And keep a sound mind Stay focused on Preventing evilness To take its hold You will start to see Your life, unfold The moment you let the Enemy in, your life becomes Burdened with the Evilness of sin ©Natalie Price April 26th 2010 |
| IN FEAR FOR HER LIFE A cowardly act By a despicable man Bashing his woman Using his hands His violent behaviour Has landed him jail Sadly, our system Again has failed He’s out again To get revenge One lady he hurt badly Needed medical care Too afraid to press charges She just wouldn’t dare Another woman lives in fear She bolts up her house In case he comes near These women are to scared To get the law involved It’s a serious problem and A very hard one to solve If these women Don’t come forward More and more will get hurt Does someone have to die By the hands of This miserable jerk A lady I know has been Bashed several times It’s a worry to her mother She’s going out of her mind So concerned for her daughter And in fear for her life He could strike again Using a knife She is moving house To get away from this Vile demonic louse No woman should have To suffer this Kind of violation The law has set This man free on probation Women need to speak out Against these horrible louts © Natalie Price April 28th 2010 |
MY LIFE IS PRECIOUS TO ME NOW The sound of the waves Gently on the shore So gentle and refreshing You crave for it more The peace and tranquillity Softens the soul Helping to break the burdens That has taken their toll Sometimes it’s good To get away Clear the mind and pray My heart pounds And trembles with fear Concentrating on things That have brought Me to tears A solution can sometimes Be found, if your mind has Been recharged and sound Step back a little and Take a deep breath Think about the good things That you have left Your situation can look So much brighter If you loosen the chains From becoming tighter Revitalized and Ready to go I can face my Enemies and know That all things Are possible with God I refuse to let the devil win And be robbed The past has been Sinfully foul My life is Precious to me now © Natalie Price April 28th 2010 |
| SAVED OUR SON Your words hurt me so Please pack you gear and go Don’t lay your guilt trips on me I don’t need this kind of crap I rather be free You put the blame on Everyone else, except you I come home from work and You take your spite Out on me too I feel like I’m always Under your thumb Do this, do that Then you call me scum There’s nothing I do right We always end up in fight Home is like a war zone Our son wants to leave home He is starting to Have serious problems And wants to be left alone His grades have fallen To an all time low Something is bothering him This I know I hate to see him Go through this He use to be happy This is something I miss I’ve notice he stays Out longer at night This makes me uneasy It’s just not right He has been acting Very strange of late The look on his face Makes my heart break This fighting must stop You're miserable as sin And your heart Has become like rock Before some real Damage is done We must stop this And save our son © Natalie Price April 29th 2010 |
WE MUST BELIEVE GOD IS THERE High above the mountains As far as I can see Remembering all The valley’s I’ve overcome within me Looking back upon Many disasters I thank God I’ve now found What I’ve been after Peace and tranquility The road has been Hard and rough The trials have Been fairly tough My Lord was with me For every moment Helping me fight My opponent He walks beside me Each day, guiding my Steps along the way I refuse too ever give up Or allow the devil To convince me Its just bad luck Every trial is an Experience It may take Perseverance But it’s worth it To overcome You can do it If your faith is in God’s precious Son Answers come Through prayer We must believe God is there © Natalie Price 30th April 2010 |
| PASSION OR IS IT LUST Passion or is it lust Intimacy comes Through trust Men sometimes Feel rejected when They’re refused Some women feel They want A commitment And do not Want to be used Most men I’ve met Want me in bed They don’t care About me Or the way they Mess up my head Being in love is special And it’s lovely to Hug up and nestle It’s true the media Promotes sex It makes you wonder What’s next They do it in a Cheap and nasty Provocative manner It’s plastered, everywhere On large colourful banners No wonder there’s Very little respect These actions have A very serious affect Our children grow in this Lustful environment They’re our next Generation before Their retirement In years to come What will they become I do not like being treated Like I’m a hollow log When you love someone You’re honouring God © Natalie Price May 1st 2010 |
SATAN CLEAR OUT The devil stole My love away The pain of losing him Is still with me today The attack was vicious He was out to destroy My faith and hope Then finally my joy I have moved on To some extent But the love I’ve lost At times, it torments I’ve tried to love again The partners I’ve met Have been The wrong men My dream seems Further away As I grow older The less chances They’ll stay Do I bother to try I’m so lonely at times I just cry Why is a companion So hard to find There are so many Out there Are they blind Satan clear out Of my life Never come back I will stand up and fight You’ve stolen So much from me I rebuke you devil Jesus has set me free ©Natalie Price May 2nd 2010 |
| PRAY FOR PROTECTION Her tiny face is of an Angel So innocent and pure I’ve asked for a Special blessing on this child Her future environment Is so unsure Her daddy is into drugs I know he loves her dearly But his home is Surrounded by thugs Drug dealers come and go This breaks my heart so Her daddy’s involvement With people with sick minds Can be very distressing As they’re dangerous kinds He is so blind He doesn’t see how Wrong this can be I’ve tried to discourage him From these kind of People he meets I’m told it’s not My business and Everything is sweet I’m so concerned For my angel’s welfare Someone has to care To bring a beautiful Child up this way is Definitely not fair This child deserves The very best Until things change I will not rest I’ve prayed for God’s protection upon This home and child The devil is not going to win This evilness is so vile © Natalie Price May 4th 2010 |
SATAN HATES US TO PRAY How do you heal When you’ve been Hurt so much The answer to that Is our Lord And for us to Keep in touch Bitterness and hate Only destroys you Change your attitude Pray them through Look at the cause Not the person Ask God to heal them Don’t allow things To worsen Prayer has Amazing affect When it comes From the heart It takes effect Hate is like poison It destroys the soul Giving the devil Full control You may think What is the use Of prayer From my own Experience God is always there If I cannot succeed I hand it over to God Sometimes our burdens Are so thick You can’t see Through the fog There is no way I am going to allow The devil to win I rather pray for them Than to let this sin in Satan hates you to pray It’s a weapon against him His evil flees away © Natalie Price May 5th 2010 |
| GIVE ME A HEART TO PRAY Help me Lord Each day to pray And not to hurt people In any way Evil temptations Are no good for me I want to become Like you want me to be Take the stress and Pain out of my life Fill me with your love Make me strong With your might Each word I speak I pray it will be a Blessing to the weak Give me strength To face my foes And the wisdom To let me know So that I can tell When evil is near Which is full Of violence Hatred and fear Refresh my mind Clear out All of the sin To stand and fight This victory and win Where I am weak Make me strong Help me not to do Anything wrong Open my eyes For me to see The suffering And pain that is Around me Give me a heart To pray All this evil away © Natalie Price May 6th 2010 |
DON’T RUN AWAY YOU COULD GET BURNT Why do you look so sad No smile on your face Things cannot Be that bad You tell me you don’t Ever want to go home My dear you cannot walk The streets and roam Your parents would be Worried about you And hurt that you Cannot tell them what You’re going through You say they will Kick you out anyway And you’re too scared To go on home Being out here Late at night Is not safe When you’re alone If you cannot go home Then go to the police They will find you Somewhere at least Whatever the problem It can be, sorted out You need to talk it over Trust someone Without a doubt Trusting people Is hard when You’ve been hurt Running away You could get burnt Talk it over With someone You can trust Don’t be in a rush Think before your actions Your parents may give A better reaction © Natalie Price May 6, 2010 |
| TALK TO ME BEFORE IT’S TOO LATE Strange you’ve changed So much since I saw, you last You’re not the same person Who use to make me laugh Why be so grumpy What has caused you To feel this way You seem so distant Your thoughts are far away Have I done something To upset you like this Usually you greet me With a hug and a kiss I feel the tension in the air Your attitude is like You don’t really care You’ve hardly sat down Why don’t you just go You keep walking To and fro You appear confused Ready to blow a fuse I hope it’s not drugs But the way you look And the way you shrug Makes me believe You have been Meeting up With these thugs Your heart seems Full of hate Talk to me Before it’s too late ©Natalie Price May 8th 2010 |
THIS REALLY MAKES ME MAD Green with envy how Hurtful can they be Just because they Don’t have what I’ve worked for Now they want To destroy me Speaking with A lying tongue Demonic vipers but They haven’t won Jealously is a curse Destroying One’s property Is even worse These people Cannot stand to See others do well They’re so evil They put you Through hell Hate fills their hearts They want to tear What you have apart I’ve seen new vehicles Scratched right Up the side These cowards run Into their holes and hide They don’t want to work To get what you have But they’re ready To steal and trash This is what really Makes me mad So many are victims Of this kind of abuse No one’s property Is safe when these Kind of creeps Are on the loose ©Natalie May 9, 2010 |