| WHY THEY SAW ME AS DIFFERENT Deep in my heart Is a yearning To be loved Where I need To feel wanted With plenty of hugs My life in the past Has been in a muddle I wanted people To like me This has been A struggle I couldn’t understand Why they saw me As different Believing myself to be Completely deficient I felt I was the Odd one out Totally useless Without a doubt My confidence level Dropped below zero A feeling that was Extremely low I became Deeply depressed Not knowing which Way I could go God must have Heard my cry I was suicidal And wanted to die Then I heard his call I felt I was ten foot tall His confidence in me Is all I needed Believing in him Is when I succeeded ©Natalie Price 28th May 2010 |
WE’RE GIVEN THE CHOICE Don’t blame God For the sin in the world The suffering and pain That the devil has hurled Many times, I’ve been asked Why young babies Are born deformed While starving people are Being abused and scorned Our hospitals, are filled With the mentally ill Who have lost their Hope, purpose and will The root cause is sin Humanity made the choice To let the devil in God gave us the Option to choose If we make the wrong Decisions, then we lose Sin causes death And it’s a curse It’s destructive and Makes things worse Curses fall on generations Our hope is in Jesus He offers us salvation How many turn away And want their own way Then when things go wrong Who do they blame Many refuse to believe Sadly they’re being deceived This curse needs to be reversed God has given us his word It’s up to you if you Want to be heard We’re given the choice If the decision is right You’ll hear God’s voice ©Natalie Price May 30th 2010 |
| HOW PRECIOUS ARE YOU Lord what would you Have me do From now on I want to do Everything for you You’ve blessed My life beyond measure The love you Have given me Is a treasure As a new day dawns My spirit is Overflowing with Peace and joy I’m so happy inside I feel like a child With a new toy The years of heartache Are a thing of the past You’ve given me Something more Precious than gold That will last How can I thank you My words are Not enough I feel so close to you Our spirits touch You’ve given me hope And peace within You’ve taken my shame And forgiven my sins I feel like I’m flying Like a pure white dove How precious are you For given me your love © Natalie Price June 1st 2010 |
THANK YOU FOR THIS PRECIOUS GIFT The beauty I see Is in your heart We were both lost And torn apart God’s, saving grace Showed us our Lives are not a waste Our hearts cried out To the Holy Son We need to be loved And to be made as one Thank you Lord For this precious man I will cherish him always As he takes my hand The gift you have given us Is your awesome love I feel this so tenderly When he gives me a hug I sense your presence Is all around You gave me this Beautiful man That you have found Please guide us on The path you choose Thank you for your healing In the areas, that Have been bruised You are the centre Of our love Protect us always from above I give you my love Heart and soul You gave me my man I now feel whole He is a treasure More precious than gold I will love him always As we grow old Our journey together Will go on forever Thank you for this Precious gift © Natalie Price May 31st 2010 |
| JESUS WEEPS AS WE WEEP We will rise above The dark clouds As we walk on this earth His light through us Will shine through a crowd In our darkest moments He will come and save us From our opponents When we’ve Been wounded He will lift us up and Carry us in his arms Protecting us from harm Our tears he Will wipe away Call on him and just pray Jesus weeps as we weep Your pain is his pain In your shame He takes your blame Peace is what he gives Through you, others Will see He lives You will gain strength As you walk with him Abide in him and He will come in Accept him as your Lord and Saviour By doing this He will give you favour His grace and mercy Will fall upon you Be born again and Become new He will stand you on a rock Built on his foundation For eternity you will Have his salvation © Natalie Price June 3rd 2010 |
I’M NOT A DISGRACE We have our highs and lows But one thing I do know Is I’m learning as I go In the past I’ve always felt Useless with no confidence In myself at all I did not get much Encouragement, I felt Like bashing my head Against a wall It was difficult for me to learn My school days were no fun I believed I was worthless And hopelessly dumb Can you imagine what It’s like to feel that way Where people Downgrade what you say There was a time When I could not Express myself through fear I did not want to be Laughed at and sneered I was so negative Believing I could never Be competitive People can be so mean No wonder I had A low self esteem I refuse to accept their Condemning remarks and Made to feel ashamed Those days are Far behind me Never to show their Ugly face again God has shown me My worth, he has had A purpose and plan For me since birth I’m not a disgrace Praise God for his grace ©Natalie Price 2nd June 2010 |
| BREAK THESE CHAINS The wages of sin Are death And destruction Misery and heartache Defiled by corruption The stench of evil Is everywhere So many live their Lives in despair Our streets are Filled with venom Conniving drug dealers Causing rebellion Coercing innocent Lives on a Destructive course Showing no feeling Or any remorse The young and old Live in fear With bars on Their windows In case depraved Beings come near Our Lord is our Protective shield Our deliverer on The battlefield Without him We have no hope No faith, no peace Break these chains Of darkness We need to be released © Natalie Price June 2010 |
PRAYER IS A GOOD START Our flesh and blood Can tear us apart No matter what you do They can break your heart It’s very easy for them To be led astray They’re not interested In what we say We do our best to Bring them up right At the end of the day We constantly fight You’re at your wits end Trying to do your Best for them There’s a time when They must face Some responsibility For their own actions They know exactly What to do to gain You reactions No more excuses For their conduct They must learn To grow up Before all the good You’ve put in Becomes unstuck A psychologist May be able to help Counseling sometimes Helps oneself It’s time you think About yourself What it’s doing To your own health Prayer is a great start Commit it to God He sees your heart © Natalie Price June 6, 2010 |
| REJOICE, YOU ARE SAVED The devils dreams Are deceiving you God has showed me This is true My Lord gave me a vision Of your state of mind It showed me you Think you’re dying This has been Affecting your mind The devil is filling Your mind with lies Rebuke him fiercely God has heard your cries It’s the devil’s attack On your dreams of death He wants to destroy you To take your last breath Depression affects The way you think Before too long You’re life starts to sink God is going to act And make you whole Give him your life And let him take control He will give you the Strength within With this victory You will win Learn to forgive And get rid of the sin God has saved you From this dream of death It’s truly a lie Don’t let it take its affect Rejoice, you are saved No longer are you enslaved Accept him as your Lord and Saviour He loves you dearly In God’s heart You have found favour © Natalie Price June 6th 2010 |
THANK YOU LORD In our valley of Darkness and despair Jesus lets us know He loves us and cares Some of us suffer Unbearable pain Jesus understands As he was slain When our burdens Become heavily laden Our world seems to go Into chaos and mayhem Jesus knows when We are weak He gives us strength When our world Is bleak Jesus guides us With his wisdom Helping us to make The right decisions Jesus was bruised For our transgressions He gave up his life And all his possessions Jesus knows How we all feel He loves us all and Wants us healed Jesus comes when you Call on his name He must love us deeply To take our Blame and shame His name is worthy To be praised Please thank our God That he was raised © Natalie Price June 7th 2010 |
| FEAR OF FAILURE All through my life I had a fear of trying Something new The thought of being Laughed at, or jeered Made me feel I had A few loose screws I struggled to keep up With my peers The pressure I felt Left me in tears When exams came I was a nervous wreck The seed of failure Had taken its affect The thought Of a career Was beyond my dreams Why did I have To be so dumb I almost screamed Nothing seem to go right I tried with all of my might My parents were Always too busy for me I failed their Expectations of what They hoped I would be It’s amazing how God Can change The way you feel He believed in me When I lost my will Praise God for his love And his confidence in me My faith has Been restored I’m no longer What I use to be © Natalie Price June 8th 2010 |
JESUS CAME TO GIVE US HOPE You’ve brought light Into my life, I thought I would never see Your love has made a big Difference in me The emptiness I felt inside Is now a thing of the past Now I’m filled with happiness And all I do is laugh My spirit within is healing Peace and contentment Is what I’m feeling Everything, I give Goes into your hands You’ve reach my heart For me to understand When my load is heavy You make things light Without you I would have No peace at night When I lay my head Down to sleep My face is smiling I do not weep Awesome is your love Your mercy and grace You restored my faith In your arms I know I’m safe I face my days With anticipation My heart for you is Full of admiration Sharing my testimony To those who weep May bring strength And encouragement To the weak Why hang yourself on The end of a rope Jesus came to give us hope © Natalie Price June 9, 2010 |
| DON’T LOSE YOUR SIGHT Walk the path that Shines with light The path of darkness Is full of spite Protect the weak Help them to seek Show them the way Before they are lost Tell them about Jesus And why he died On the cross Hell, is often felt On this earth Some are born into it Right from birth This is only a reflection On what evil There is to come It’s up to us to make The choice, which is in The only begotten Son Listen to wisdom When God comes to you He’s our only hope To get us through Our time is going fast Leave all your concerns And worries in the past Allow God’s hands To lead the way Be moved by his spirit Bow down and pray God is our refuge Our foundation of strength He moves the mountains That have, crushed our tents He is the way, the truth And our light Take hold of him And don’t lose your sight © Natalie Price June 10th 2010 |
SUCCEEDING MEANS BELIEVING The key to success Is to do your very best Not by man’s standards But by God’s commandments What you achieve Depends on how much You believe The foundation that We build upon Hopefully, is the one That Jesus is on I rather be rich in love With heaps of friends Whom I can hug The Lord gave me A compassionate heart To reach out to those Who have been torn apart I may not have money Or a degree I have much more When my Lord saved me My past is not a place I want to be in anymore The years of Agony and torment Have tallied in score God gave me the key To undo all the wrong His grace and mercy Has made me strong You do not need To be condemned Or hide, who you are And pretend Jesus paid the cost To those who are lost He came to take the Sin of the world and All the blasphemies That have, been hurled Succeeding means believing When you’re empty and dry Receive Jesus, he does not lie © Natalie Price June12th 2010 |
| HE FORGAVE MY ALL Riddled with guilt From sins of the past Redeem me Lord Before I’m an outcast Help me to see What I should be Teach me your ways So I don’t sway I’ve hurt so many People in my life Even my ex husband When I was his wife I did not handle My situations that well I often think back Too ashamed to tell The cross I bear Hurts very deep It taunts my dreams When I’m asleep The enemy lies To destroy your soul He does all he can To bring your life Out of control God is my tower Of strength He fills my heart With peace and content The shame of the past Is no longer there He forgave my all And showed me he cared © Natalie Price June 13th 2010 |
DEPRESSION IS LIKE OPPRESSION The root cause Of depression Can be many things A childhood abuse is one That severely stings Your mind can Become twisted From one act of abuse You can think your life Has no meaning With no purpose or use It could be a Teenage rape Or you’ve had Abusive parents In your world There is no escape Depression is Like oppression Cruelty of the mind There is no relief You feel you’re confined It could be an unkind word You may find it Hard to learn Or even be heard No one is listening Your mind is a blur Thoughts come Into your head That no one cares You think everyone Hates you, you find Life hard to bear I understand as I’ve Have been there Talk to someone You can trust For me it was God Who healed this unjust © Natalie Price June 15th 2010 |
| WHERE ARE OUR RIGHTS Consumers, are being warned Of 3D television dangers Retailers could not care less About the lives they endanger This affects people of any age This is an outrage And should never be allowed We must voice our opinions aloud This could have a serious affect We are very concerned of this Health issue threat This is a potential risk To our young children Pregnant women In expectancy And people with epilepsy We should not need These warnings Against dizziness Headaches and confusion And giving the public A false allusion There should be Government regulations To stop this type of crime It’s not fair on consumers And it’s way out of line We’re asked to use caution There should be no need For us to take precautions Where are our laws Of protection We pay enough in taxes And have to vote in elections Why allow goods that Jeopardize our health Their only interest Is their wealth Where are our rights We will stand up and fightwh © Natalie Price June 15th 2010 |
GOD MADE ME FACE MY ENEMY Determined to overcome My tortured mind I became very angry It was about time The enemy was Destroying me with fire Afflicting me inwardly Taking away my every desire In my dark world I wanted to hide This was killing me inside There seemed to be no hope All day I walked around And moped I could see no light It was like being blind And losing the fight My face showed my distress No laughter or joy My life was a mess I looked in the mirror What I saw became clearer The peace was gone My emptiness had Gone on too long Every muscle was tight My face looked strained It gave me a fright God showed me the Enemy within me Deliverance was my Only hope to get free I knew I had to take The first step Jesus was the one I had to accept He gave me the strength To overcome Determination and Now I’ve won © Natalie Price June 15th 2010 |
| MEANINGLESS LIFE You think your life is meaningless Your world is falling apart Sometimes you wonder Why you were born Especially when you’ve Had a bad start Your child hood memories Plague your mind Tormenting you time after time Your teenage years Were full of upheaval Drugs, sex, alcohol Nothing but evil Your relationships Kept falling apart Each time breaking your heart As you look back On all those years Your suffering, heartache And all your tears What purpose is there Living in fear You’ve lost all trust When anyone comes near You wonder why you’ve Gone through all of this There must be a plan or Something you’ve missed You search for an answer And found only one This all had to be For a reason It had to be In God’s Son You reach out and cry And asked God why You’re weary and about to fall Jesus takes it all and Nails it to the cross To saved you Because you were lost © Natalie Price June 16th 2010 |
AS LONG AS YOU WALK WITH JESUS You may have Many relationships That come to a bitter end Holding on to bitterness Will drive you Round the bend As long as you walk With Jesus, you will Never walk alone He will never leave Or forsake you So really, you're not On your own Jesus is with you Wherever you are He heals your Deep wounds Where your heart Has been scarred If you're ever in doubt God will reveal Himself to you Just give him a shout He will come And make things new He will do whatever It takes to prove His faithfulness You will be eternally Overjoyed in gratefulness You can trust your heart In God’s care He will not give you any more Than you can bear Even when you walk Through the darkest valley The Lord walks beside you In every dark alley Don’t be afraid He comforts and protects All you need to do is Turn to him and accept © Natalie Price June 16th 2010 |