| THE SPIRIT OF LIFE HAS A BEAUTIFUL SOUND Animals can Show their love The spirit within them Comes from above They know how to Care for their young They watch over And protect every one Every now and again We see a miracle Amongst them Under their wings They take in a stray To care and nurture Them in everyway It may not be Their own breed With their eyes They see a need Some say that Animals have no spirit The way God works Within them It’s more to their merit How many times Do we see animals Show their love Often they come To give you a hug We can learn a lesson From these Little creatures For one they make Great teachers Open your eyes And see what’s around The spirit of life Has a beautiful sound © Natalie Price June 17th 2010 |
NO PLACE IN THEIR HEART Their silence Hurts so much Less and less They keep in touch Why do families Drift apart I’m have no place In their heart The little things I used to do Made them so happy When they got Something new Now they toss it In a draw It has no meaning Any more Each week I use to get a call Now they can’t Be bothered to return My calls at all When I’ve asked Them for a hand There are many excuses They have other plans I’ve often gone to visit Their actions couldn’t be Anymore explicit They’re always too busy With very little time One day I will not be here To sit with them and dine The respect I once had Is no longer there The love and the hugs We no longer share No wonder I want to Drift away They give me no reason Why I should stay © Natalie Price June 18, 2010 |
| GOLD DIGGING WOMEN Gold digging women That is all their Interested in Lining their own pockets While you’re hurting within Pretty words to suck you in They say what you Want to hear To get under your skin Everything you do Is taken for granted The truth in them Is very slanted Can’t you see They’re using you Spending your money To buy things new They tell you they Cannot manage Everything they do Is for their own advantage How often do they give Their only thoughts Are for themselves And the way they live True friendship Goes both ways Making sure your Doing well and okay The last thing true friends Want from you Is to take what you have To get them through Love is not full of greed But all they do is Complain about What they need Face the truth These manipulators Are using you You know in your heart This to be true © Natalie Price June 18, 2010 |
SUFFERING WITH MENTAL ILLNESS With mental illness You feel as if you’re alone In your own wilderness Our thoughts are Twisted in confusion We live in a world of delusion It’s hard for us to face the crowds We cannot interact properly Because we don’t know how At home and feeling Very much alone We live in fear when People come near Their conversations seem so weird We don’t understand They think we’re queer Some of us are on medication It doesn’t always help With the agitation Stressful situations can Rise in leaps and bounds It doesn’t take much to anger us We feel we’re being Kicked into the ground What people cannot see They refuse to believe Physically we seem all right Inside we’re like a volcano Ready to ignite It doesn’t take much To send us over the edge Suicidal thoughts come Into our heads Everyday situations We find hard to face Our world is in misery In in our dark place We’re not understood And definitely not accepted It’s like the world thinks We severely infected In anguish we cry out Help us please Tormented and discarded We’re in desperate need © Natalie Price June 22, 2010 |
| HIS HANDS REACH OUT TO US Rejected vessels Feel no peace Until the Lord calls you To be released Hear his voice In your quite time Be still and listen You will be fine Surrender your will Jesus will set you free From the chains Of bondage This is the key Never think that You cannot be loved God loves you from above When you’re in your Depth of despair Jesus carries you Because he cares Get to know the Voice of God His will is to bring you Out of the fog He is your Father His promises are true There is nothing he Cannot help you through Cast your burdens Before him Your doors will open Where all looks grim He is your redeemer And deliverer from sin Jesus never fails Even when we Go off the rails His hands reach Forth to us Take hold and Give him your trust © Natalie Price June 23, 2010 |
YESTERDAY IS GONE FOREVER Yesterday is gone forever Just like the stormy weather The misery of the past is no more Let it go, move on and wait For God to open the doors Your day can be full of sunshine If you let his light shine through He is our healing God And he wants to heal you too The memories of the past Turn into spiritual growth God stands on his promises You can believe in his oaths Don’t put your security In useless possessions We collect so many It can become an obsession You can’t take it with you No matter what you do Only collect what you need And give some away too Lay up your treasures In his heavenly places At the end of your days You will see happy faces There is no suffering Or pain, shame or sorrow When you finally go home It could be tomorrow Sometimes we are Reminded of the past God wants to protect us From this terrible wrath God has a future and A plan for you Rise above it and You will get through © Natalie Price June 24, 2010 |
| ETERNAL LIFE IS A GIFT Where do I begin His life gone Like the wind He was well liked And loved by many A heart attack took His young life Left alone, is his Son and his wife It makes you realize How precious life is One minute you’re here Then your life disappears Do we take life For granted I pray to God That in his heart A seed was planted Some of us have Been rejected It hurts when We’re not accepted We need to think About the Lord He was not accepted His love was rejected The very hairs on Our head are counted The Lord knows our Beginning and the end Life is just a shadow In death we Don’t know when The dust of the earth Will swallow our flesh When we finally are Laid down to rest We are here to Make a choice Live for God and Listen to his voice Death of the flesh Can be very swift Eternal life is a gift © Natalie Price June 25, 2010 |
SPLIT PERSONALITY Who am I Two people in one I feel like I’m nobody Hated and shunned Lost within My own identity Trusting no one with My confidentiality Where is my purpose My hope and dreams I’m all screwed up If you know what I mean Something inside me Wants to rip people apart But the other side steps in And shows some heart These voices I keep Hearing in my head Telling me I’m no good And better off dead Nothing good comes Out of my mouth I pray for the day I become myself Then all of sudden I Calm down from this rage It’s like I’m another person Then suddenly I change This is a dangerous situation It causes me So much frustration Someone could get hurt I need to be on the alert This other personality Has a serious mentality The trouble is I have no control The devil is trying To destroy my soul © Natalie Price June 25th, 2010 |
| IN THIS WORLD OF HORROR The nightmare of abuse Does not cease Anger and torment Comes from the beast Horror stories are in Our daily news Many crimes Are caused through Drugs and booze Pressure and stress Fills our lives No wonder many Do not survive Our children Become easy targets Manipulated into Doing drugs Becoming disorientated And lethargic Women and children Are being sexually abused In prostitution they Are being used People are coerced Into stealing offences Violence often takes place Because they’re not Coping with expenses Hard times are ahead Some cannot deal with it And wish they were dead Many have lost hope With no will to cope Severely stressed Some have given up In doing their best It’s as evil as Sodom and Gomorrah Jesus is our only hope In this world of horror © Natalie Price June 27, 2010 |
NEGATIVITY WILL BRING YOU DOWN Don’t look back When you’re Under attack You know where This evil is from The devil is up To his tricks again Be strong and he Will move on The enemy attacks Our body and mind Stand strong Against him And you will be fine The words we speak Must be strong And not weak Negativity will Bring you down And before long You will sink and Then you will drown Do not let The devil win Jesus took our Guilt and sin Nothing is impossible With him, if you allow The Holy Spirit To work within Some of us take the Easy way out By accepting The devil and all Of the doubts Whatever the burden Give it to God He will cast it out With his iron rod © Natalie Price June 28, 2010 |
| PRAY FOR PROTECTION Our home should be a House of prayer A sanctuary for God To meet us there To bring warmth And encouragement Love and care to our Family and friends For us to share Today we live in A world of fear Not even our Families are safe Even when we’re near How many children Have been snatched From their homes Playing in the garden Or in their beds alone Now we have security To keep them safe Protecting our belongings While the enemy Watches and waits Parents take their Children to school Predators watch our Children and drool It’s sickening to think About their beguiled minds Waiting for the opportunity At the right time To lure the innocence Of an unguarded child The venom in their hearts Is evil and vile The safe haven We now call home Is a fortress against our Enemies and the unknown Evil plots, everywhere Pray for protection Under God’s loving care © Natalie Price June 29, 2010 |
JESUS KNEW WHAT MY ANSWER WOULD BE Serious accidents Are often caused by Drunks on our roads Innocent blood Cries out as it flows Many years ago I nearly lost My family To this day I believe The Lord saved us From this Terrible tragedy God was calling Me at the time I remember it clearly Strange things were Happening in my mind A battle was raging God was forever paging Christians surrounded me Calling me to listen Jesus was not giving up Until I became A Christian He knew what My answer would be He had it all planned Before I was Born you see He knows the beginning And the end Praise God I accepted Him as my best friend Jesus has been with me To this very day There is no way I would want to live Without him Jesus is my living Saviour Thank you for not Condemning my Bad behaviour © Natalie Price June 30 2010 |
| THANK YOU GOD, FOR JESUS God discovers what’s in you Before you do When you’re troubled And your heart sinks He knows how you think Being over sensitive To what people say Can cause low self esteem Often because people Can be horribly mean My own mind has been Twisted many times I find it hard to work Under pressure I may not come up To their measure Not because I Cannot do the work Its takes me awhile To learn, but they They think I’m a jerk I can work better On my own As long as someone Is not breathing Down my throat And leaves me alone Once I know the job I am okay In the work force You find bullies Who overdo their say They like the power In their hearts they can Be really sour Do they realize The damage they do For people like me Its torment all The way through God has shown me My many talents I will never again Succumb to Their arrogance It doesn’t take much To cross that line Thank you God for Jesus I know now I’m fine ©Natalie Price July 1st 2010 |
THEIR BUBBLE WILL BURST In their minds They think No one cares They’ve tried To get help But get nowhere Rejection has Caused them To dwell in Dark places The agony And heartache Shows in their faces Not knowing Which way to turn No one wants To understand Doors close Without giving Them a hand It’s like drowning In the deep blue sea A world so dark You just can’t see All hope is lost Society in the end Will pay a high cost More and more We see lost souls Governments have No idea or How to control The homeless And suicides Are on the rise No one wants to listen Or hear their cries It’s time to put Our proprieties first And think of our own Before the bubble Will burst © Natalie Price July 2nd 2010 |
| MY MIRACLE OF LOVE I feel so special That I could cry My prayers Were answered And not denied Love evaded me So it seemed I never gave up On my dream That one day I would meet the Love of my life Sometime soon I shall become his wife A match made In heaven By God above I’ve been so Blessed by this Beautiful love Both of us prayed For God to find us Our special mate My miracle happened It’s never too late Now I’m engaged To my beautiful man In love at last We take each Others hands I look into his eyes And see his heart This love is so real We will never part It’s a refreshing change Not to go to Bed in tears I’ve lived alone For many years This is to encourage All men and women Who have not Found love Thank you Lord For what you’ve done This would not have Been possible If it wasn’t for your Son © Natalie Price July 3rd 2010 |
YOU CAN’T GET HELP SO WHAT’S THE USE I get so angry I don’t understand Especially when anyone Tries to demand The years took its Toll on my nerves When anyone strikes They get what They deserve How do I control This temper of mine It’s frustrating Am I losing my mind The people I love I hurt so much They turn away Not letting me touch This is something Very hard to control I’ve tried very hard To calm down Even by going For a stroll I live day by day For me that is The only way Some people Think I am Vicious and mean I don’t want to be This way, but sadly That is the way it seems I cry from the Shadows of my heart It’s so gloomy for me And so dark What professionals Cannot see They refuse to believe Or even help me No wonder there is So much abuse You can’t even Get help so what Is the use © Natalie Price July 3rd 2010 |
| WHAT EVIL IS GOING THROUGH HER VEINS Her comments are Vicious and mean How can she be this cruel This really is a bad scene Her painful words Cut through me like a sword Please help me to deal With this Lord She says I’ve ditched the family I don’t understand why All I did was fall in love With a beautiful guy Why does she want To destroy me and Cause me to Break down and cry I’ve been accused Of tricking people into Believing I’m a saint This grieves me so much My heart just faints She says my preaching Is pathetic, but she’s The one who is unsympathetic I do not try to manipulate people Just to get my own way This is not my nature All I did was have my say How dare she tell me I am just an act God knows the truth She is way off track My heart is for people Who are suffering and in pain Calling me a So called Christian I have to wonder what evil Is in her going through her veins ©Natalie Price July 5th 2010 |
LET ME BE ME Please don’t live Your life through me You’ve force me to sing From the age of three Let me be myself I am not interested In fame or wealth I’m forced to sing In front of your friends And now at concerts When will it end I feel like I’m a Puppet on a string You pull the ropes And my act begins I dread the mornings We wake up and fight My tears just flow in The dark of the night Don’t you realize You’re abusing me While you sit Back in delight I hate being Put on show This is not what I want to be It’s what you Want for me Deep inside I’m in misery I have hopes And dreams I’ve listened To your threats You’re so mean I’m so mixed up In my head Being forced to do What I dread Just so you can live Your life through me Leave me alone And let me be me © Natalie Price July 2nd 2010 |
| ALL THIS GREED WILL END SOME DAY We live in a world Full of lies and deceit It’s hard to trust anyone That you meet Contracts are full Of fine print Often they use lighter ink False advertising Gets you in Their faces show Their devious grins Everywhere you go People take you down Their interest Is your money This is what I’ve found As long as they get What they've asked It doesn’t matter If their product Does not last You’ve worked hard For all you’ve got But they’re ready And waiting to take the lot Basic services Are decreasing When will it ever cease People are losing hope In their dreams All because people Are greedy and mean It does not matter That you’re Struggling to survive Or you can’t pay Your medical bills To stay alive Some doctors have hearts Harder than bricks By turning away The elderly and sick All we can do is pray That all this greed will End some day © Natalie Price July 8th 2010 |
THE FIRST STEP STARTS WITH ME Am I that worthless that I don’t deserve the best Accepting the bottom Of the barrel because My life is in one big mess Anyone with half a brain Would not want to accept me It wouldn’t be long before They wanted to be free My negative thinking has Come from years of abuse Sadly I now think I’m of very little use My so called friends Give me very little time It’s probably because They feel I’m sadly Screwed up in my mind Actually I don’t blame them When they listen to me With my negative thinking Why wouldn’t they flee I’ve been told that God Can change the way I feel All I need to do Is accept his will Respecting myself is the First step I must take Get rid of this attitude Life is what I make Positive thinking Helps others to see There is hope for Abused victims But it must start with me © Natalie Price July 8, 2010 |